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ASLYN yeoyimin
02021993} aquarius
She's 14, cchms} two diligence
&her heart's with him <3
she loves her spastic girl-friends
she don't believe in forever;
but hope to stay for as long as possible.
she is pure &extremely innocent;
she is harmless if you leave her alone.
in her world, there's no hates;
everything's simply Beautiful Love
but that doesn't gives you the right to bully her~
may her little wishes come true.
$MONEY$ to fulfil her shopping list
weight of 40kg &height of 1.6m.
good results} provided that i work hard
&many wishes ungranted!! xD
her shopping list; her spend-thrift attitude
~Newbie tee
~another 2 more tops.
~Long sleeve shirt/off-shoulder
~denim shorts with belt
~another shorts
~a skirt.
~jeans/pants [tapered?]
~heels, or flats.
~slipper
~converse shoes.
~hard hangbag for school use.
~small pouch.
~earings.
~necklace.
~mascara.
I really really wish to make our relation a positive one, a beneficial one &prove to others that love makes the world goes round. i really hope to do so, but i failed; one time after another, each &every time i tried. i couldnt resist the temptation to lie everytime i'm meeting you; i just cant. the temptation is too strong; to me, lying seemed almost natural. say the truth, i lied everyday and only get caught in one-fifth times. now, it's really bad, cuz i lied to almost everyone &anyone; my treasured &loved ones: my family, friends &all.
IM SORRY FOR LYING TO AMELIA &RACHEL TODAY. i guessed they wouldnt have found out if i didnt blogged. i'm sorry.
i lied. again &again. i didnt head straight home. i went to his school to find him. i'm sorry. i'm really a betrayer &big liar. i lied to you all cuz of him. i really wished i had the guts to admit just now. i really wished i had the courage to stop lying. i'm too dependent on lies. it just seemed to me that i cant live without it.
you two aint my only victims. noelle was another; she called me &i lied that i'm at my hse downstairs. there are more. i guessed i've probably lied to at least six people cuz of meeting him. i dont wished to; i really hoped i can live without lying. i understand that he wouldn't want me lie either. i'll change, but it's really a matter of determination to me. i hope my angel is able to defeat the devil in me. i really hoped so.
~I DONT WANNA BE A LIAR ANYMORE. i really hoped that my conscience is as clear &pure. i really hoped that lies dont exist. i wished that i dont even know how to lie. i hope that i'm innocent.
SORRY PPL, FOR BEING GUILTY EACH DAY I LIVE. I REALLY DONT WISH TO LIE, i meant what i said.
