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The last post.

2007-05-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

Alrighhht now, Holidays are Here!
But i dont feel the mood & the freedom somehow.
Anyways with second thoughts, i realised that blogs are not very good ideas.
I'm kinda tired of blogging, seriously.
But i still does it, in case my STM returns.
&i'm afraid to loose those happy memories of mine!
I find myself somehow weak, cause i'm dependent on Blogger to help recall those memory.
But i guessed i have to learn to be independent somehow, someday.
Cause those happy memories should really be kept in my heart. Not in blogger!

So in some ways, you people wont be able to share with me my happy moments anymore.
Cause righhht now, righhht here, i shall pronounce my blog dead.
I wont delete it, but will just leave it.
Cause these memories shall stay with me till last day, forevermore!
Without blogger, i saved time.
Perhaps i'll learn to treasure my memories more.
Saving them in my heart, always.
No matter what i shall end here:

GIRL-FRIENDS ARE LOVEEE <333

Fun @ PP

2007-05-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday only Amelia came.
My 2 other girl-friends ponned.
Hahas, it was boring in school.
& after that we headed to PP.
She got a pair of slippers &earings.
~&.my.day.was.better..

Today, All came.
But lessons were ever-boring.
&after school, we headed to PP again.
A pity that Amelia cant join us cause of GG.
We had fun at kBox.
But i was rather shy, dont know why.
Guessed my next time will be better,
&we're broke for now.
~We.can.save.together. =]]

GIRL-FRIENDS ARE LOVE.LOVE.LOVE

1st Movie with him, & yesterday.

2007-05-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my grandma's birthday.
Yeah, her 74th birthday; May she live her life to the FULLEST!
We celebrated by having dinner at Warren Country Club.
The food was rather delicious & after that we went to the KTV room.
Oh yeah, we sung. But remember, there are adults too.
Hence, we took turns to sing. But the adults cheated.
They were supposed to 'enter' their chosen song, but they 'inserted' them instead.
That means the next song would be theirs, meaning: They cut queue.
Haiz.. bo bian. So while waiting, we went to the Arcade.
There were little machines, but we managed to kill time there faster, than just waiting in the room.
& cause of my little cousin, we missed our many songs. Argh..
But the adults were kind enough to let us insert them.
Hence, we sang & sang all the way till 1pm, till the KTV was closing.
Hahas, i really enjoyed myself. (:

Today, i had family lunch at Sakae Sushi.
I had a little & left at 2.15, cause i was meeting him!!
Hahas, we met at Somerset MRT.
The two of us, road-blind, travelled an f-ing long way to Cineleisure. hahas.
Actually we planned to watch 200 pounds Beauty. But sold out.
Haiz.. so i sacrificed a little & watched Blades of Glory for my second time.
Yupps, it was nice lah, huh.
After the movie we rushed to his house, took his stuff & back to hostel.
Ended up being late still. No choice, he has BAD time management.
After we fetched him there, [we = his mum & i]
he called to say he forgotten to bring his locker key..
Being his mum's dear boy, his mum didnt hestitate to go back to pass it to him.
Being another road-blind being, his mum lost her way somehow.
& it got us half an hour back! haiz..
BLAH BLAH BLAH, BLAH BLAH BLAH..
& he brightened up my lifeless day(:

Happy times dont last;
it'll be another week before we can meet again.
But cause of this promise that i cast;
i'll try to make it possible to meet you someday this week again.
Time flies past;
3months it's gonna be, an anniversary again.
~happy times dont last, but we could refresh them all again !! <3s>
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Remember few posts ago, i did mentioned my passion for teaching, esp. Maths.
Yupps. Noelle's change of perspective in Maths & passing of the subject made me really satisfied.
Though i wasn't always the one teaching her, but i taught her a bit.
Hence, this minor case, to me had succeeded(:
Case 2, he shall be.
Yes, him. He hate maths all along.
I vowed to change him this holiday, to LOVE it the way i do.

ACCORDING TO HIM: I now realised that people hate Maths cause,
1. They couldn't get it right.
2. This discouraged them & they find it hard to understand what went wrong.
3. If they still couldn't understand, this will discourage them more.
4. this cause them to hate it.

So, my method of changing his perspective of maths is to:
1. explained all the things to him,
2. so he could get them right.
3. made him get the right answer for many many questions to gain confidence
4. &he'll stop hating it, hopefully.
hahas(:

Victoria Performance > our 2nd outing.

2007-05-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was pretty Cool because we had only a few slacking lessons.
CT was movie; Science i slept; Music movie &checking of results; Art slack; HCL = LOL.
Hahas, the checking of results saved me &Amelia cause we didnt do the presentation.
Anyways, i didnt really checked my results, i was rather looking through it in advance before my real results slip.
Hahas, i was happy that i had around 5 As, though mostly A2s. (:
If my dad if kind enough, he might agree to give
$20 for A1, & $120 for A2. &i'll get at least $50(:

After school we went Guides, after missing quite a few activities.
We had quite a tough time persuading our ma'am to let us off early for the Victoria thing.
We somehow succeed later on & left at 4.30pm.
I went home bathe, had dinner, etc. [was rushing]
Then was late to meet my girl-friends at City Hall.
The taxi fare from City Hall costed us $6.70!!
The Victoria Performance started off with some Opera thing, which was 100% boring!!
Hence, after glancing through how our classmates were dressed up, esp Taboo, a whole group of us left together.
I bet the AVAs were shocked & so were the few men outside!
Oh please Dunman, we CCHMS could have come up with nicer performances. =P

So the 4 of us headed to CineLeisure, planned to watch 200pounds.
But But But, it was sold out! Damn.
We ate at The Hong Kong Cafe there, was pretty okay lah, except that the floor was wet!
After that we intended to go KBox, but was too expensive. [$23+++ for each]
So we went Dhoby Ghout & played Arcade.
We spent quite a fun time there & TIME FLIES.
By the time we came out, it was 10.30 like that.
Overall, we had fun lah anyways, though as usual i was dressed differently.
But i promised this holiday i'll get something similiar, alright(:

The times i had with my girl-friends are hard to describe,
& the love we share are hard to explain.
But no matter what, GIRL-FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS LOVE~ <333

TODAY IS AMELIA'S BIRTHDAY.

2007-05-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS AMELIA'S BIRTHDAY.

After school, we went to Tampines Mall to celebrate.
We travelled to & fro to Century Square, cause we were checking out the movie slots.
We had Ajisen for lunch & i almost got a shock.
The Birthday Girl could really eat so much that you'll never expect.
Lols. Btw girl, Stomach is not equals to Tummy. =X
After our late lunch, we went GV to catch a Amelia-recommanded movie called "Blades of Glory".
A pretty funny movie, though rather sick at some scenes.
A no-drag & very well ended show. Ratings by me: ***** !!
(cause it really Laugh My Ass Off. ) >.<
Believe me, no popcorns or drinks is needed to keep you occupy throughout the movie cause it's real entertaining!!

After the movie, somehow Amelia received 5 little FREE gifts from the Popular, with Noelle's assistance.
Hahas, we had the most enjoyable after-school time(:

I.HOPE.OUR.PRESENCE.IS.YOUR.GREATEST.PRESENT!
PS: I've forgotten to give you your bashings!!~
(dont be too happy; cause this way, you cant grow!)

Last results

2007-05-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

Today was the last release of MYE Results.
So no matter what the results is, i believed it's still a relief.
At least we need not worry bout them anymore!

My Geo Results was satisfactory, i guessed.
52/80.
The girls sitting behind me were very irritating. Yupps!

After the debrief, "it was raining"
Neverminds, it was the BESTest downpour ever~
Anyways, Thanks to the "sky", me &my bus mates almost went MAD!!
There was this RETARD on bus, listening to MP3.
Not just that, he was singing. His vioce, pitch &diction was so Vegetable Terrible that i bet if he went for CSS 2 audition, he'll be out in less than a second!
Cause of his 'concert', there was an increase in the number of people who were listening to their MP3 on bus.
Before his concert, he had his meal -- a box of dont know what food.
He was saying:" I'm so lucky" &he kissed the box.
OMG, i bet this is the unluckiest box on earth. &of course, we passengers were definitely unlucky too!
The way he ate was worst than a beggar thousand times.
Alright, & he made me mad with his Voice.

That's all bout it, & we went to get my girl-friend her gift.
TOMORROW IS HER BDAY!!

* Girl, Happy Birthday in advance, ya? *

GUILTY of scoring well

2007-05-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

Alright, today Amelia came but Noelle remained absent.
Hope she's coming tomorrow, cause we missed her Loadds.

Anyways, we got back 2 results today:
Science: 82/100
History: 43/50
No doubt it was good results for me.
But I'm Guilty of it.

CRIME 1.
During the examination period, my girl-friends have been mugging,
though i did wrote notes, but i was rather slack, compared to them!
But the results came, & i got like.. This sort of marks.
I mean of course i wished i got this marks,
but i believed it's not well-deserved for people like me.
I would rather my hardworking girl-friends got them.

CRIME 2.
Alright, i'm also guilty of always giving the no-confidence expression before getting back my results.
Seriously, i've been 'replaying' the scene thousands of times, huh.
It's sick, when i do it everytime.
But it's even sicker when i do it & i got high marks.

Anyways, i just wanna say that i hope that i get marks that i deserved, rather than marks that i wished for.
Cause it's all bout integrity in heart. [[though i know i didnt cheat]]
I really feel guilty &no joy in getting these marks when i'm slacking?!
Yupps, i hope that Geography can change everything.

I.REALLY.HOPE.SO.
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On the other hand, I'm proud of myself that i'm able to prove that:
"Relationships DOES NOT affect academic" :D

Hope that things will always be...

Alone Freaks today.

2007-05-14T19:09:00.000+08:00

Today was rather lonely.
2 out of 3 of my girl-friends arent here;
I bet they got the latest 'vomitting' virus, huh.
Yupps, so Celestine & I was sian sian sian today.
Slacking loadds, & perhaps i know her better now? hahas.^^

Oh yeah, we got back maths paper 2 & literature results today.
But before i released my today's results, let's get back to thursday's result.
English: Failed; 22.5/50.
Maths Paper 1: 45/50, but i expected something higher. xP

Today's...
Maths Paper 2: 43.5/50, was rather happy cause i expected something lower. Hence my Maths overall for both papers is 88.5/100. same as Rachel, hahas. HIGH FIVE, GIRL~
Literature: 52/75. Not bad lah, cause i dont have any expectations for lit, yupps.

Celestine & I chatted everything under the sun.
Yupps, we did Have fun lah, huh?
I just found out that she have quite a long shopping List, like me!
Haiz.. My shopping list really upsets me, IREALLYWANTMOREMONEY.
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After School, i intended to meet him.
But too bad, he's gotta go back hostel early.
So i was rather bored, & guess what i did?
I.EXERCISE!!
I alighted at TPY intercahnge &walked. It about 10 bus stops away.
&it took me an hour's walk!!
Hahas, but it's good. I bet i've lost at least a kg?!
Alright, anyways, it's healthy too(:

To my two unwell girl-friends,
REST MORE & GET WELL SOON.
YOU'RE MISSED TODAY, HOPE I'LL BE ABLE TO SEEYA TOMORROW.
I CANT AFFORD TO MISS YOU TWO FOR ANOTHER DAY!!^^V

To Celestine,
THANKS FOR MAKING THE DECISION TO COME TO SCHOOL TODAY.
OTHERWISE I'LL BE DAMN BORED! THANKS LOADDS.(:

GIRL-FRIENDS, YOU ALL ARE EQUALLY LOVED <333

2007-05-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

This weekend was pretty usual: Tuition &Grandma's House.
Just an additional bit that i met him today, for a few minutes.

It was kind of Sad that his phone went missing &hence, the puzzle piece was lost.
But it's Alright, i believed. The heart &feelings are more important.
Yes, the puzzle piece kept our happy memories, but though it's lost, our hearts are still never apart. I hope so.
Anyways, this Mothers' Day turneed out pretty usual, except that my mum's got a better gift.

Haiz.. Tomorrow lessons are as usual. How sad!! :
Heavy schoolbags, Boring lessons & Sleepy-all-day.
The Fun &Slacking times have ended, i guessed.

MONDAYS ARE MONOTONOUS. "zzz~"

My Ice-Cream Job^^V

2007-05-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was my second job.
Great!! It was fun & a worth-while experience(:
After you get the money, you'll forget all bout the tiredness.
I paired up with Amelia, Celestine with Noelle.
Only the four of us, yupps.
Estimated, we earned 45 bucks each, in only 2-3 hours.^^

The people were had to persuade, & we received little tips.
The uncle & wife are money-minded, & very greedy.
Nevertheless, it's easy money, esp. with Amelia around.
Hence, i look forward to the next time(:
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Alright, yesterday we did earned lots.
But let me tell you, i'm super spend-thrift.
I spent it all today, &total spending is more than my earnings.
Sobsobs, rather sad =(
Because me & my girl-friends went out today!!

At first, we went to Escape. &it was CLOSED!! alright, GG.
Though Plan A failed, but we had Plan B as a backup.
It was the ZOO. hahas. Unexpected, i guessed.
My impression of it was reather bad before going, but i still tagged along.
Awww.. why cant we be children, that'll save half of the ticket price.
So the adult ticket is $15. & we decided to make full use of it.
We had fun learning about the different animals, commenting on them.
In addition to make the ticket more worthwhile,
we had fun at the Play Pool, &the Playground, swinging!?
Amelia was super duper happy, cause she finally swing herself. hahas.~
Anyways, our day was in the zoo cause we spent 5 hours there. yupps.
ZOO.IS.THE.NEXT.HANGOUT. =P

I left, while they went to dine, cause i need to go home early.
Yupps, my mum again.
Not only haven't i rebel yet, i was real filial huh.
I bought her a necklace from 77th street.
It's so nice; a heart-shaped pendant with diamonds. yupps.
I could have bought it for myself, but couldn't bear to.
It cost me more than half my earnings, $25.80.
But it's alright lah.. Mother's Day is just once a year.
So the price is just 7cents per day. hahas =P

though it's costly, but it's the sincerity that matters.
I have it both!! hahahs.
She SHOULD be more than happy to receive it.^^

Exams officially Over!!

2007-05-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

Feel the Freedom, people~ !!!

Hahas. yupps, today's officially the last paper,
&it had ended hours ago.!!
So freedom, it shall be.
No more mugging, just slack &have fun.

Alright, today we got back our HCL paper huh?
Yupps, guessed not too bad bahhs.. i was quite satisfied with mine.
[[ An overall percentage of 66.5%, i guessed. ]]
Anyways, for those who think they didnt do well, it's okay(:
Put in more efforts the next time &do the paper more carefully.
&For those who done well, Congrats, Keep it Up!! ~

Anyways, tomorrow's TWO debrief.
Just gotta relax, i guessed. Breathe in & Out!!
Hahas. We'll see tomorrow.

IM.LOOKING.FORWARD.TO.MY.PROFIT.^^
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Anyways, Day 1 of Freedom today,
me & my girl-friends went to Bugis, to slack & chat.
Yupps, had fun with them^^

Once again, Girl-friends are Love <333>

My First time Stealing; It's Style~

2007-05-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

FCUK!
i screwed today's paper.
i was real pissed then, but cooled down moments later.
just now me &noelle were off on a thrill.
yupps. my first.
it's style, the way we did it.
only the refill, no cover. so we had to use our empty covers.
noelle did it at tpy first, then we did it at j8. then we went back to tpy, &noelle did it again!!
hahas. yupps. so total 7; 2 &5 respectively.
it was a thrill, moment of fun^^
wonder will the colourful pens assist in my revision?
hahas. anyways, tomorrow last paper le.
no worries, happy studying, yeah!!

woots, left with 4hours of revision &6 chapters!!! Argh.. im losing to TIME~

my plans worked!!

2007-05-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i planned of doing my work in the morning, &meeting him in the noon.
&yeah, my plan or rather, prediction, was right. (:
I did my d&t in the morning; painted the 'road' with yellow lines.
Hahas, then at bout 12.30, i met him at my house downstairs.

He &his friends are a bunch of time-waster.
We slacked quite long at the bus stop before taking bus to Bugis.
We toured round the place before he decided to go to Bugis Street. [[yupps, the cruel part.]]
Amelia &friends called me at around 2.
What a coincidence!! They were also at Bugis Street.-.-

Anyways, i went to meet them &brought them to the shop.
Hahahs. the cruel part comes, when we saw blood &stuff.
He pierced the second hole in his tongue.
Argh.. it's really BLOODY. Dont ever try; it's gross.
Actually, I wasnt even aware that he pierced till i saw the blood,
cause i was busy talking with my girl-friends. xP

Yupps. After that free show, my girl-friends went off for their movie.
&i spent time with him till 5pm, before he headed home to pack his stuff.
I followed him to the hostel, before his parents fetched me back. (:

I guessed this is my most memorable Labour Day!! ~ ^^

"on the surface, things went back to normal. "

2007-04-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

"on the surface, things went back to normal. "

yupps. so today was a slightly happier day for me.
perhaps cause i received LOVE from my girl-friends, etc.
We were bond even closer &tighter by POL. <333

Anyways, the fun &laughter had to end slightly earlier cause school ended at 3.15 today.
We chatted a little at the lUcky Place,
before i made my way home &they 3 went to Parkway due to Amelia's command.
hahas.

I reached home to bathe &such, before leaving to go out for dinner with my mum &relatives.
We went to Central @Clarke Quay, which was rather big, but hollow inside.
There's nothing much to shop &it really lacked the atmosphere.
The palce was rather Japanese, and Yes,
we had Japanese food which we queued for a long 45mins.
We had late dinner till about 9plus. yupps.
The food was okay nia lah, but the service was good:
While queueing, they served us FREE drinks &after our meal, they served us FREE ice-cream to 'thank' us for the long wait.

I reached home not long ago, &is currently thinking of what i should do tomorrow.
Perhaps i should do my work in the morning &meet him in the noon if possible.
Sorry girl-friends, i guessed my world really lacks of JUSTICE.
But i dare swear that my LOVE is equal(:

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Hahas. I topped again? hahas.
Actually it was a surprise &shock rather than a happiness.
Cause as i wished, i want good results} provided that i worked hard.
But all these are ty-co.
My main wish is MATHS. really. i love it loads, though i posted that i hate surprise quizes.
Anyways, hope i had the motivation to study &to give it my best.
Yupps. that's all i wished for.
of course, GOODLUCKS to my girl-friends too &2diligence, JIAYOUs worhh.. !!!

slack weekends

2007-04-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

Okay, this weekend is rather slack;
Or perhaps, very very SLACK.
I didnt have anything to do;
i could only surf around the net, finding for things to do, etc.
So far, i've only done my d&t, painted my cute little cars &the traffic light. hahas.
&BOREDOM IS REALLY KILLING ME, ever since friday.

friday night i went out with mum to J8 to kill time;
hahas, meanwhile also shop shop lah^^
Then yesterday afternoon, hahas.
i skipped tuition to spend time with him lah.
[[guilty of wasting my mum's money]] xP
&today, later on i going to my grandma house to kill time,
though i know that i'll still be as bored there.

Anyways, tomorrow shall be a long day, I guess.
But at least there's P.E.
Oh ya, i've realised one thing: I'M BECOMING FATTER. Argh!!!!!!!!
Problem is i'm eating &eating and i cant be bothered to exercise.
I've been seating in front of my computer, or television for long hours.
=( sobs sobs. haiz.. So now, i'm gonna loose weight.
How?? Should i exercise more &use computer lesser, or should i eat less? ahhas.
I'M SO MISERABLE. cause i only know that i'm getting fatter, but i dont know my weight,
cause i dont have a working weighing machine at home!
Anyways, i hope that i can manage to 'slim' down during the exam period(: STUDY MORE!! hahas.

SEEYA PEOPLE, TOMORROW~

slackest day ever?

2007-04-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was already rather slack, but today's worse!
Common test was a total slacking period for our whole class;
my girl-friends &i were back into postcards, &they merely kept us entertained for that few moments.
Then was english, where we all went to concourse.
I drew the 'comic' &Zoe and Damein was featured!!
Anyways, HCL wasnt any better;
We merely did filing which was easy peasy?!
Science, hahas. Here comes the part.
Yes, a SHOCK; for being class highest. hahas. 24/25. What a miracle.
Anyways, wasnt that happy lah.. cause i knew what's gonna happen next;
my results will sure deprove &i'll be disappointed?!
&that was a total 'ty-co' cause i briefly learnt it.
Perhaps, Mr.Lim was right that Physics is all about understanding how things work,
cause i was really slack in class. I just merely learnt those topics the night before test.
Anyways, that was my whole day at school. Yes, Super Duper SLACK.

hahas. went home with Noelle after school.
Saw her cousin, pretty woman; was rather tall &skinny.
She's really Crazy in a sense; hahas. Acting SPASTIC &RETARDED way.
heehee^^ no offence, she's real friendly. yupps. &her life's interesting, yeah.

i'm gonna go for my dream~!

2007-04-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

Today science lesson, i was especially attentive.
perhaps, cause caresse wasnt sitting beside me to absorb the stuff that mr. lim had taught,
so i could absorb more? hahas.

Anyways, today's maths surprise quiz wasnt the least fun.
i didnt read the instructions carefully.
luckily Amelia mangaed to hint that to me ;)
however, i started to panic &had my answers all wrong~
Arghh... IHATESURPRISEQUIZES.

After school, i headed to Noelle's house to pass her the stuff.
hahas, i taught her science &maths.
she was pretty good a student &paid attention.
Hence, she did the worksheet &perhaps, understand at least abit? hahas.
THANKSTONOELLE, I HAD THE SATISFACTION.
~i love teaching &.i.wanna.go.for.it. YEAH(:

leg cramps.

2007-04-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

Today was in a rather no-energy mood.
The feeling was not exactly tired, just that you are really suffering from boredom.
Anyways, i also suffered from serious muscle ache today.
My right leg's muscles are really aching &i had difficulties climbing stairs.

Anyways, the lessons today are rather slack, or rather, relaxed.
Cause we didnt had much things to do; all you need is to listen.
Hence, i fell asleep during English. =X
After school, i spent some time with my girl-friends before going to meet him.
While we were at the lucky place, Amelia seemed to be rather possessed.
Anyways, today i wasnt in the mood to listen to ghost stories.
Hence, i didnt tried my least to picture it; i was emotionless. hahas.

Anyways, * happened.
I now decided to sit in a more feminine manner:
To cross my legs in the woman style, not the guy's kind ¬ wide open. xD
Cause i received negative comments about it more than a hundred times.
Hence, i shall Be, or at lest ACT, to be feminine.

To my girl-friends,
SERIOUSLY, YOU GIRLS ARE JUST AS IMPORTANT AS HIM. hahas.^^

mid-year is no big deal

2007-04-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hahas. after two subjects, mid-year's temporary over. A relief, perhaps?
Anyways, i now decided to treat all the exams as normal tests, not giving myself too much stress.
Cause they aint exactly easy &i hate to kill all my brain cells just cause of it.
Hopefully, i can shi bei gong ban~ (:

Anyways, the matter's resolved yesterday.
Yupps, we managed to solve it without violence, but we did use vulgarities =P
Okay, but most importantly is that it's resolved,
or rather i agreed to let it RIP, cause it's a crucial period now.
Besides, it's no point forcing the mute to speak.

Okay, after the papers yesterday and today,
i went out with my girl-friends, chatting craps &having fun.
Okay, the ghost stories really scare me!!
But, we did had fun &enjoyed ourselves(:

YES, GIRL-FRIENDS ARE LOVE <3
coded from Amelia, my dearest among all!

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Today was supposedly my primary school's 50th anniversary.
However, i &my friends couldnt make it,
hence, i met them at j8 around 4pm.
We chatted at Mac &took neoprints afterwards.
I suddenly recalled of those precious time we spent together years ago.
Yes, once again, I did had fun.^^

2007-04-22T10:23:00.000+08:00

Before you do anything, ask your conscience if it's right;
After you do it, ask yourself again if you're feeling guilty.

IT'S NO POINT DOING SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU FEEL GUILTY LIFETIME,
AFRAID THAT OTHERS MAY HAUNT YOU ANYTIME.

add on to the incident

2007-04-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

okay first thing, i must really clear one thing.
I AM ALSO A VICTIM MYSELF.
& i never accused that toh wei is the one who stole the phone, took the number or prank called him.
i only accused that he's aware who the culprit is, and believed that he did witness the hole incident.

secondly, i've realised that the matter spread real quickly today.
i don't want the matter to be so big; keep it low.
Because, the bigger the matter is, the harder it is for the culprit to own up.
i understand that well, i've done wrong before, many times.
the more you're pressurised, the harder you'll find it to admit.
&now, the matter that spread seemed to be a little less accurate,
cause now, many are siding toh wei and friends &the whole matter seemed to be like it's my fault and he's totally right.
It's impossible.
in the sense that i'm completely wrong cause in the first place, I'm still a VICTIM.
secondly, if you people really want to prove that the whole matter doesnt concern toh wei,
then i really suggest that the culprit really owns up.
Otherwise, one of his 'brothers' should just own up, and act like he's the culprit.

You see, in this matter, you guys are like saying brothers her and brothers there.
but in the first place, do you all know what brothers are &how they really unite??
I've seen them from my boy, they're really unite.
They dont betray each other, they dont make their brother in fault alone.
They helped.
In fact, the leader is always the one owning up in order not to show out who'e the culprit.
This is what i really call BROTHERS.
Hence, you all either stop calling each other brothers, or you people jolly well learn to be like one.

Anyways, back to the matter.
It's obvious that it's guys who took it.
Girls aint any interested about my boy.
Even if they're, they jolly well ask, not just take my phone &try to find out themselves.
Hence, there are 16 suspects. [16guys in class]
However, i believed the matter concerned only the guys at the back.
cause if the front guys were to get close to my bag, my girl-friends would know.
So my phone, from the west, landed up on Zhang Hong's table which is somewhere in the east.
That's rather weird if Toh wei say he dont know anything about it.
Because, as you know, the boys are seated in a row.
I believed the phone must have been passed, or else, the one who took it must have ran over to the east to put on Zhang Hong's table.

However, when i questioned them yesterday.
The guys seemed to give excuses or rather, just saying that they're occupied doing this and that.
It's funny.
cause the whole row seemed to be occupied with things &they sounded as if they're completely innocent, and unaware of the whole situation.
They made it seemed like my phone have got legs.
It's funny.
Anyways, i just want to say that: "To err is human, to forgive is divine."
I've made mistakes many times, infinite times. i mean everyone else have too.
As i posted before, i'm a liar. i lied many many times.
Hence, i made errors too. It's okay.
It's right. It's wrong to not make mistakes.
Even God made mistakes himself.
Hence, i'm not blaming the culprit that he made this stupid error, just blaming him cause he didnt have the courage to admit.
Or was it God's fault that He didnt give him the courage to do so??

Lastly, i just want to say that i would really appreciate an answer to this amtter.
If not, a SINCERE apology would be appreciated.
But i guessed it's dumb to apologise for doing something that you dont admit doing it.
"... to forgive is divine."
To culprit: Oh please, give me a chance to be divine, i'll jolly well Forgive you. Dont believe, just try admiting it!!

&btw, i think that outsiders should really get out of this cause it's irritating when they interrupt when they dont even know the situation well.
&i guessed it's not helping the whole situation out.
i seriously wont let the matter rest cause it's not funny that i get all these troubles when i've never did anything to them.
Please, outsiders, dont interfere into in. It's not beneficial. I dont wished to have any hatred with you innocent people.

Anyways, through this matter, i can finally tell who are true friends &who aint.
THIS APPLIES TO BOTH PARTIES.~

Frustrated friday.

2007-04-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

Straight after recess today, we actually wanted to confront someone.
However, we failed to, due to Mrs. Lim.
She caught me &Celestine for not wearing school socks;
&Amelia for not having proper grooming from head to toe.
She's a Bitch.
We tried escaping, but she was too experienced,
&she headed the way we wanted to go.
Hence, we were trapped &could only face the music.
It's our faults, but her Mistake, for being such a f-ing CCB.
to LIM: i'll be at the yellow line on Monday, waiting for you(:

Anyways, did you'll realised that most teachers in discipline community,
or rather those female teachers who catch people for grooming are usually S.H.O.R.T. ?
hahas. that's my girl-friends' latest discoveries.
Such examples are: LIM, Tan SJ, Penguin, Incorrigible, POON... and many more!
Hence, avoid all short teachers if you're guilty about your grooming^^

Okay, we still managed to confront that someone after school.
All we want is to know who's the one that took the phone &his number.
Nothing Else, I swear.
It's just this simple.
No violence, no fights. No vulgarities, no harms.
Yes, that's all i want --- just a simple answer.
perhaps, you dont have the guts to admit,
but at least as a clan, apologise.
Rather than making us ask all the time &all of you'll said no one witness it.
It's impossible. i know my phone pretty well; it cant travel by it's own.
Even any retard could tell me that phones cant walk, someone must have took it.
&i dont believe there's no witness.
Anyways, if you f-ing witness the scene, or you're the 'murderer', tag here.
I dont mind what name you put as, as long as you f-ing say SORRY.
*IJUSTWANTSAYTHATYOUREREALLYACOWARD&DISHONESTFREAK.*

Okay, so this whole thing spoilt my mood &wasted my time.
&i pon guides, sacrificing my 75% attendance.
I headed to meet him afterwards.
&went to Noelle's house to see how my girl-friends are "dying".
The results turned out to be more Natural than expected.
It's Natural Gold, not brown.
Anyways, the results is not the most important.
What matters is that they had fun during the process.(:
BTW, Mr. Policeman is a f-ing Lousy Actor.~

many things to recall

2007-04-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

Friday}
Sports day: i'm really proud of cchms.
You people ought to be proud like me too.~

Saturday}
We meet for about an hour
&soon, it was gone. Awww...

Sunday}
I Went Rachel's house to do project.
We didnt manage to finish, cause we were fooling round?!

I'm freaking jealous of Amelia's &Noelle's stack of notes,
cause i'm currently BROKE. i still have debts unpaid.

Monday, Tuesday}
Days were usual, except for the atmosphere surrounding us.
We seemed to be distant, no communications,etc.
~seriously, i'm super forgiving if you swear you gonna change.

anyways, sorry Noelle for posing you somehow.
If next time i'm gonna pose anyone of you,
i'll ask for permission first, yeah?
~it'll be okay to not consent to it.(:

Wednesday} today.
Had fun like the past two days.
Happy chattings &playings.
I love all of you, my girl-friends.~\

by the way, my computer's finally useful again.
cause the last few days, it hasnt been co-operating with my internet.
hence, the past few days. it's freaking useless.
&without it, i find myself f-ing useless too. i cant do homework without it.
yeah, it's hard to concentrate with it, but it's harder without it~

GOODLUCKS for Science, History &Geography tests this week.
STUDY HARD PEOPLE, especially my girl-friends.
JIAYOUS WORRH~

i'm sorry for lying agin and again.

2007-04-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

I really really wish to make our relation a positive one,
a beneficial one &prove to others that love makes the world goes round.
i really hope to do so, but i failed;
one time after another, each &every time i tried.
i couldnt resist the temptation to lie everytime i'm meeting you; i just cant.
the temptation is too strong; to me, lying seemed almost natural.
say the truth, i lied everyday and only get caught in one-fifth times.
now, it's really bad, cuz i lied to almost everyone &anyone;
my treasured &loved ones: my family, friends &all.

IM SORRY FOR LYING TO AMELIA &RACHEL TODAY.
i guessed they wouldnt have found out if i didnt blogged. i'm sorry.

i lied. again &again.
i didnt head straight home.
i went to his school to find him.
i'm sorry.
i'm really a betrayer &big liar.
i lied to you all cuz of him.
i really wished i had the guts to admit just now.
i really wished i had the courage to stop lying.
i'm too dependent on lies.
it just seemed to me that i cant live without it.

you two aint my only victims.
noelle was another;
she called me &i lied that i'm at my hse downstairs.
there are more.
i guessed i've probably lied to at least six people cuz of meeting him.
i dont wished to; i really hoped i can live without lying.
i understand that he wouldn't want me lie either.
i'll change, but it's really a matter of determination to me.
i hope my angel is able to defeat the devil in me.
i really hoped so.

~I DONT WANNA BE A LIAR ANYMORE.
i really hoped that my conscience is as clear &pure.
i really hoped that lies dont exist.
i wished that i dont even know how to lie.
i hope that i'm innocent.

SORRY PPL, FOR BEING GUILTY EACH DAY I LIVE.
I REALLY DONT WISH TO LIE, i meant what i said.

my first detention

2007-04-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

yupps. today was my first time serving detention.
yeah, Amelia's so freaking kind to sacrifice her guides to come with us.(:
Okay, detention} 2-6pm. 4 f-ing long hours.
so after school, we went out to lucky place to had our lunch.
Meanwhile, we also bought so 'snacks' back.
2.15 was the time we reported, late. but it's definitely okay(:
it's just a usual detention anyways.
so we serve, and we serve and we serve...
it was really nothing. Seriously slack, and such a bore~
Geography work was done in less than an hour.
Spend about two hours playing and fooling around,
&the remaining time doing other homework like maths and chinese(:

End-of-the-day Reflection:
hahas. i seriously dont mind serving it again.
But must with the same people. heehee^^

the ride In bus 31 with Celestine &Noelle was definitely fun.
Somehow, the two of them decided to 'ruin' their reputation, &mine as well,
&they courageously tapped the two guys sitting in front.
Most probably a prank, and also to wake them up from their sleep. heehee(:
The one sitting in front of me turned back to look at us in annoyance after being tapped afew times,
while the one sitting in front of Noelle turned back and say 'ni gou le hor!' after being disturbed for many many times.
Haa.. and soon Celestine had to alight, &our joy and laughter gradually stopped there. =(
They two guys alighted soon too.
Before they left, i said :" sorry hor.."
The guy in front Noelle replied:" it's okay". haha.. acting like so gentlemen.. eeyer~
Then we were saying:" see ya soon."
He immediately turned away giving the 'yucks' look on his face.
Oh please.. who want see you again. You're no fun, seriously. ~

&the two guys made me LOL for the day!!

btw, maths test sucks today!! hate it. hate it lots.
dont worry ppl, i wont do well. just pass is all i gonna score..

hah~ IM A POSTCARD ROBBER.

2007-04-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

yeah~ i'm the postcard robber of the day.
i commited a serious crime;
early in the morning, i "robbed" the whole shelf of postcards outside LT,
kindly leaving it with only 4 left. [one of each design~yeah]
&Amelia's my Accomplice!!

haiz.. lessons nowadays are getting sicker &sicker;
less lively; less interesting.
Hence, that's why we need lots of postcards to light up our life,
especially the coloured markers used} they sure did a good job~
Shiqin was definitely incredible in "bribing" the guys to write her one~
especially when she's lending them all my markers.
hahas. GREEN is the most popular colour; it's obvious!!

Hey People,
you all Must believe in the Power of Postcards;
learn to Master the Art of it; you'll be amazed(:
heehee.

Okay, tommorow gonna be my first time serving detention.
wish me good lucks~
Amelia, you gonna be all alone.
anyways, most of us didnt turn up to meet her.
Awww Shorty~ i.see.what.can.you.do.tmr~ xP

GOODLUCKS TO ALL FOR TMR'S HIGHER CHINESE &MATHEMATICS TEST

the benefits of this relationship

2007-04-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

SORRY BOY, FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE IT TODAY.

my reflections on this relationship<3
to me, everything has its benefits and harms,
but this love definitely has more benefits!!
in here, i see the life story of a bad boy;
i see his consequences, and how much he's suffering.
i see his parents' love for him.
as i children, we seldom feel the love that had been showered upon us;
but as a third person, i see it;
i see the amount of love, countless;
i see the care &how much parents have to worry when we kids get into trouble.
i see almost anything and everything.

talking about harms,
i believed that both benefits &harms can be changed, by physical means.
hence, i believed that i can changed the harms to benefits!!
my studies shall not be affected,
in fact i believed i'll improve.
i shouldnt tell lies, otherwise i'll be guilty.
hahas, so that's about it.

i agree with ShiQin:
i dont believe in forever, but we'll stay as long as possible <3

good friday's real good.

2007-04-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

ahahs. Good Friday is really good cuz i went to visit him today!!
i knew i'd lost the purpose of the day} according to Amelia. but i'm sorry :(
hahas. i told a big lie on this day =X
i lied to my dearest mum that i'm going to watch movie with friends,
so she gave me money for teh movie ticket~
hahas. ONE STONE KILLS TWO BIRDS.

anyways, his mum msg me to have lunch at his hse,
his relatives were there, but dont worry; they're all friendly(:
i had lunch and then after awhile, we went to visit him!!
yeah~ so we made our way to the Boy's Town.
he was supposed to go to church in there,
but he didnt want to; so his mum helped him out.
one thing about him is that he's REAL PAMPERED!!
it's a fact, so i cant deny.
he gets almost anything and everything he asked for;
that's why i came to visit him today;
cuz he asked for me &his mum requested it.

anyways, his mum brought him fruits &snacks;
she was afraid that her 'little' boy might suffer in there.
so he had some, then after awhile, he brought me round to 'tour'.
the whole entire place is located at Bukit Timah there,
it's big [about triple of Chung Cheng] but rather sian.
the whole area consists of two schools, a church &the hostel
so we had to keep him accompanied for an hour or so,
cuz he was excused for church due to our visit.
the entire place's very open, all connected with no fence surrounding,
so can just ex-con anytime.. but of course, there's consequences!!
we did had fun? ahhas. &soon, my visit ended off with him in my mind(:

in a sense, the visit was educational? cuz i had a chance to go in there to recci.
A Golden Opportunity kays.
~boy, i'm afraid that i'll have to disappoint you tmr; cuz most likely i wont be able to make it :(

IM GONNA MISS YOU, loadss.

opps. Mixed Feelings xP

2007-04-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

Opps!! My mum found out that i didnt go to tuition on monday.
maybe cuz my tuition teacher msg/ called her up:(
anyways, she reprimanded me for that and for my remarks.
&scold, scold, scold.. we ended up talking about that shorty.
my mum told me that last time she also had such a teacher, den her whole class fail that particular subject.. heehee(:
MY.MUM.ISNT.THAT.BAD.AFTERALL.ALL.

boy, you missed call me twice.
haiz.. really sorry, perhaps you yuan wu fen!!
first time you called, my mum was scolding me;
second time i was having my dinner.
if there's gonna be a third time, i really wished not to miss it!!
IM.ANTICIPATING.YOUR.CALL.

STUPID SHORTY thinks she BIG.

2007-04-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

wtf!! My first-ever detention was given out by the shorty!! damn it.
i rather it was given by mr soon, mr chua, mrs lau or even WMX lahhs.
she sucks.
she sucks.
she sucks!!!

she think she big;
she think she pretty;
she think she good;
she happy~

there's only one thing big abt her -- her brain. that means she stupid xP
she pretty.. yeah, pretty ugly.
she good? never-ever!! she's the worst teacher in my whole entire life.
she happy. yes, of course lah.. she just come to our class den can 'dispose' alot of her detention slips le mah. mayb she's hoping to be in the discipline community.

"Who is WMX? & who am i?!" ----> coded from her.
please lahhs.. think before you say,
otherwise just shut your fucking mouth up!!
she has figure; you dont.
she has brain; you dont.
she has experience; you dont.
she's our form teacher; you aint even a permanent teacher.
she at least taller than me; you shorty~
lastly, SHE TREATS US BETTER THAN YOU!!

mrs. long, please come back, we'll treasure you~ promised!

its gonna be easy this time round.^^

2007-04-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

today's lessons were rather slack.
&i just realised that i still had piles of homework undone!! DAMN~
dying liao.. >.<

haiz.. anyways, i now really appreciate the technology of communications.
it really played an important part; making me happy(:
hence, with modern technology, i'm 100% sure i can survive through.
&most of all, surviving through it HAPPILY~

okay, gosh!! shall stop here;
have many other things to rush through.
i'm PRETTY dead-meat~

the countdown begins; bad results CA

2007-04-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

today, got back my progress report for CA.
DAMN IT!! did i flunk it or did i not?
3As, 3Bs & a damn idiotic E8 for geography!!

gratefully pleased with my 3As & 3Bs.
but the E8 is all that ruined it.
IMPROVEMENTS, to be look forward to.
LESS CHATTING, pay more attention in class.

STUDY HARD, HARDER &HARDEST!!
GIRL, I BELIEVED YOU CAN DO IT, FOR THE SAKE OF HIM.
DO YOURSELF PROUD, AS WELL AS THOSE YOU LOVE.
JIAYOUS, ASLYN!!
~let the countdown begin...

perseverance!!

2007-04-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

WITH PERSEVERANCE I SHALL STRIVE!!!

i now see the importance of our school value,
how important perseverance is.
without it, i wouldn't be able to live off the past one month.
now, with it again, i shall persevere even more.
i'll do my very best to wait for the 2years.

FOR HIM, I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE~ <3

my boy's finally back~

2007-03-31T16:54:00.000+08:00

ytd was the 32th day.
MY BOY IS FINALLY BACK(:

CIP @ Kong Hwa(:

2007-03-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

today i indirectly did a good deed(:
i went to Kong Hwa for CIP [teach P5 pupil eng &maths]
this CIP will still be on till teh 5th week.
anyways, me &jocelyn[sec3], tutored a boy called Richard.
this guy is definitely not stupid, just not confident of his answers.
he skipped questions that he's not sure if his answer is correct, not cuz he dont know.
this little guy had scars over his face, a little weird-looking though.
but we can handle him quite well(:
he loves fighting, but he jolly well knows his limits.

there's this other boy tutored by another sec3 girl,
he's Timonthy, he's real cute and chubby.
his really unque and fun to play with.
i think he's rather rich cuz he treat the sec3 as his maid,
asking her to take his stuff and ended up wanting to pay her 20cents.
haha(: cute right>?
though he's really showy and like to bully ppl lots,
but i really have fun playing with him.
the top coat of my school badge was scraped off,
so he was like asking me am i lousy or wad?
why others like 'golden' den yours, 'silver'.
he jolly well knows how to suan ppl.
he was like describing me; his description goes sth like this:
though she pretty lah, but she lousy de, her that thing silver colour de, ppl de all gold.

anyways, i had pretty much fun today.
the whole tutoring process is quite slack, nth much to go through de.
I DEFINITELY LOOK FORWARD TO NEXT TUESDAY~

jealousy kills

2007-03-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

i suddenly rmb my primary school days,
life was tough.. i struggled through many obstacles.
competitions in the class; and mainly friendship problems.

so you see, there are many causes to friendship problems.
for my case, the first problem was the no. of ppl in the group.
it's three. a weird number?
as a prime no, no matter how it's divided, the answer is still 2 & 1.
at times, you know how hard and miserable it is to be the 1.
the feeling of being left out is often worst than those who have no friends.
you probably see the other 2 together,
having fun; having a common topic that you dont know.
& the worst part is when they talk a lot and you have no chance to interupt.

this whole idea of three, is pretty sad.
i makes the 1 jealous and things like that.
i've a phobia of three;
JEALOUSY KILLS

by the way, i really appreciate venessa's courage.
it's miserable being trapped and like your legs are shifting apart from the two boats.
it's like three versus 1 in our case.
but despite everything, you chose us, perhaps hoping a brighter future ahead?
though i'm not sure whether your decision's right,
but since you've chosen us, i'll try my very best to convince you that your decision's right.
i was convinced to do so, i've been through all these.
i know how it feels, and i really do not wish to see others suffer like i did.
give us some time, &i hope you'll be convinced one day.
rmb? WE ALL LOVE Y-BANG <3

hey guys, we have only 8 more months to make y-bang a happy ending~

common test results are just disappointing.

2007-03-20T17:54:00.000+08:00

post dated 08032007 said that i'll cry out loud after the holidays.
&yes, i really did, mentally. [not physically, of course.]

before the term ends, i COL once.
cuz of HCL. i passed by 3marks.
now SCI i even more pro, GG!
i failed by 1 mark.
luckily, for the history, i wasnt present when she gave back.
&my absence is a kind of luck?
i passed by 4marks.

so, tmr shall be the finale~
both the maths &geo results gonna be out!

STAY TUNE TO THE RESULTS 'LIVE' TMR~

CIP -- vivo outing(:

2007-03-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

today's a big day.
it's our project work outing.
an outing that sums up what we did in Term 1.
an outing that shows how much effort we put in.

we supposed to meet at the centre at 9.30am.
guess we were 30mins late.
cuz we inviduals was late,
somemore we overshot the stop xP

haha(: but nothing happen.
no scoldings. no worries(:
mrs ong was still telling the story of Jesus
&the rest of teh staff were still busy.
the elderly aint ready too, either.

we left the centre at 10.30am, later than expected.
anyways, we had fun on the bus trip to vivo.
i was so-called the '1st half i.c.'
so i needa conduct the thing first.
'wan shi kai tou nan'
but it was a relief with all you guys' help.
though not all the elderly were enthu,
but i guess all those who did had lots of fun.

the outing started off with the lunch.
fish soup &cheng teng. both equally nice(:
next, we had the tram ride to sentosa.
it was cool. i saw many smiles on the elderly face.
i guess they enjoyed the scenic views?
anyways, up next was the window-shopping.
yeah, no money needed, just eyes.
rachel's 'elderly' were super funny.
two aunties that went to the 2nd floor of vivo
&said they want to drink coffee.
after realising that it's so expensive, they just cancelled their orders,
though their coffee is made &they just left like that.
after that they started cmplaining in hokkien
"they coffee i buy is only 70cents. here sell 7bucks. so ex. so ex"
haha. so it's a good thing that they now know that the prices of coffee varies.

besides, we had some photo-taking &toilet trips etc.
overall it was pretty fun(:
ELDERLY, I LOVE YOU LOADS~

after the volunteer work,
we five went to tampines mall.
i pierced a 2nd earhole @x-craft.
it's pain at the start, but gradually, its okay(:
we had fun at toy 'r' us, being a kiddo.
a mac ice-cream ends my day off, COOL~

I LOVE MY SECOND EARHOLE<3
thanks mum,
for approving it.
you rock the world.
*haha, cuz she dont noe it's against the school rule* =P

sec2 CAMP

2007-03-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah(:
as you can guess,i'm gonna post abt my sec2 camp.
it's fun.it's worth.it's anything positive.
it's my longest out-of-school overnight camp.
yeah, so i looked forward to it a week ago.

it started from 9th march, 8am to 12th march, 11am.
so it's a long 75hours,
without nagging, without schooling.
just fun and more fun.

okay, DAY ONE.
ice breaking activities @school are okay.
not very interesting, but at least, a warm-up.
we did intro &h2o.

at campsite.
zipline was fun, but not very challenging.
it was like a little lame for a camp activity.
rock wall climbling was indeed challenging.
it's also a little tiring cuz we needa use lots of hand muscles.
but it's definitely worthwhile.at least i managed to climb 3storeys high &touched the metal bar.
Abseiling was the least fun, cuz it's a waste of time to me.
it only took up less than a minute to abseil down,when it took half an hour to wait for my turn.

DAY TWO.
challenge rope course was the most fun &challenging.
my group did the 'rope-to-rope' element &flying fox.
i suceeded in both & managed to do them fast(:
just like what amelia said: "you do until it seemed very easy like that."
cuz you know why?i loved challenges since young(:
&i loved to climb here &there, etc.
i loved high rope elements(:
so i looked forward to more challenging ones@ Outward Bound. (:

general station really built our team work.
we did the log one, whereby everyone stands on the log,then we'll need to change positions, according to the criteria.
our group was very anti at first, girls hardly wanna touch boys &vice-versa.
but after some time, we finally manage to socialise well with the opposite gender(:

finding private jones is so-called fun lah.
we went to places like changi museum, johor battery &changi village.
changi museum is a place where we really need to be very quiet.
it's interesting in there, many things that can be learnt. but little time.
johor battery is a small plot of land, with a large 'bomb-shooter' in there.
the funniest part is the acting of a student leader.
he acts like nobody's business. real good.
he can control not to laugh when everyone's laughing out loud &the guys are making fun of him.
boy, you got a bright future in Mediacorp~
changi village was like lame.
we went to the beach first, where we were 'shot' by the soldiers (NCC guys).
then we went changi village where i saw amelia's bro,who was like a little funny when being 'interviewed'. he's not even serious at all.
so, we conclude our search on this mysterious 'JONES' guy @the campsite.
&glad to say, we didnt win-.-"

the invincible egg sounded lame to me at first.
cuz i played it many many times &had nvr succeed in preventing the egg from cracking.
but this time round, we did it! yeah~

DAY THREE.
sea kayaking with water confidence.
this is my first kayaking experience. it was easy?haha.
the part that's hard is when we need to carry the kayak. cuz it's VERY HEAVY!
my initial partner was shou suan &the other was ye wen.
shou suan is a easy guy to socialise with. he good, funny etc.
at least he talks more and encourages ppl more(:
whereas ye wen is like quiet, extremely quiet!
we had a few team building activities there.
we need to stand up on the kayak. everyone stands up &held hands.
it's hard, but at least we gave it a good try.
&now i've got sunburns!! on my face &arm.

food entreprenuer was rush and lame or what?
wonder is which teacher's idea??
anyways, we need to go tampines st.81 for some marketting.buy stuff to cook within 10bucks limit.
WE WERE CHEATED!@#$%^&*
MCP supermarket cheated us 1buck plus.
they sold 10eggs at $2.20
& YES supermarket sold them at $0.95.
first time kana cheated until like that. somemore is 4ppl kana cheated leh:(
even mr. sim also say must complain lor.
anyways, we won best presentation
&got some lame gifts.

CAMP FIRE'S BURNING!!!!
camp fire was really really fun. super fun.we learn lots from other team.
my group, 13, with gropu 14 is called VICTORY.
we performed the little green frog thing. it was bound to be entertaining right?our cheer was also not bad bahh, i guess.
but i think the banana grp is better.everything also banana.(:
the rest of the group also not too bad lah.
but overall i think Omega's better than Porsche(:
btw, the student leaders' performance was abit ___.
out of nowhere played a emo song "wo ke yi".so i was a little emo suddenly.
STUDENT LEADERS, please improved on your song selection. thanks.

DAY FOUR. that's today.
area cleaning for group us was easy. no need wash toilet.
just clean the boys' bunk &the area there.not much litter on the ground and concrete floor.
but in the boys' bunk, there's many rubbish that's unbelievable.
got many many bottles, plastic bags, papers, a underwear and socks.
boys' bunks are dirty, but the girls toilets are even more dirty, so no worries(:

we ended the 4D-3N camp with several songs &cheers.
like, botak song &cheer, the remix thing, banana thing, etc.
we had fun together. it's memorable.
it's sad cuz at the end of the day, we still need to leave the camp site.
i prefer it if the trainers didnt sang the farewell song cuz it's kinda touching.
luckily, i din drank much water, so... NO TEARS~

OVERALL.
in terms of TRAINERS,
they are a bunch of real cool &unique trainers.
they dont scold. they talk to you nicely.
they dont shout, they used cheers to catch your attention.
they have many funny cheers, songs &claps.
my trainer, YUAN LONG, is perfect!!

in terms of FOOD,
the amount's too sufficient.too much.
such that in the 4days, i think i'm fatter.
but it's delicious &healthy.so, it's okay.

in terms of the DORMITORY.
it's a rather cool place to stay in.
prefer that to my own bed. cuz it's cooler and nicer(:

**in this camp, i understand my friends better.i also made more friends.
i see the double side of them, their goods &bads.
for amelia, i realised she kinda dont understand other ppl's xin yi.
instructor Jerer had been treating her especially good.
he kaypo, cuz he care bout you. hope you understand.~
that's why i rather my friends make fun of me,
like for the guys, they call me names, i dont mind.
cuz once, my uncle told me that ppl wanna joke with you cuz they care bout you. or at least it's a sign that you still exist in their minds.~

anyways,i made many new friends. *frankly, i socialised better with guys*
the guys in my group and grp14 is like 2dL guys. they loved fooling round, joking etc.
i kind of made friends with most ppl from grp13-16.
but mostly from grp 13 &14.cuz we'r VICTORY(:

lastly, i shall give 3cheers to CAMELOT!!!

common test are over~

2007-03-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

yeah~
finally, the common test are over.
it's a relief.

the papers varied.
some hard, some easy.
but no worries.
let us enjoy our holidays first,
before the results are out.
[& i shall cry out loud]

anyways, tmr camp le.
yupp(: a 4days long camp.
a camp that's my first.
a camp that i look forward to.
a camp that made my bag really round.
a camp that hopefully, is enjoyable.

haha, so it's just a camp.
yeah amelia, a camp.
we shouldnt worry that much.

as for rachel& venessa,
the only thing i can say is pity.
it's really a pity.
but anyways, hope you guys have fun too.

ENJOY~ when we can.

wad a coincidence

2007-02-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

today, me and noelle took 13 after alighting 31.
noelle was convincing me to go to j8 with her.
i dun wan. so i just said no,no,no!

den reached the stop tt noelle said she can alight to go home,
i saw my mum boarding. OMG!
worst nightmare ever.
even if i wanna go with her to j8 oso cant le.
so i just pretend that i'm asleep
& that i din see her.

another nightmare.
she sat in front of me. GOSH!
so i just continue pretending.
den noelle was like talking to me.
& i could only whisper back very softly.

so noelle alighted at j8.
& i went to sit at the very back seat.
& continued prtetending still.
till my stop reached and my mum alighted.
i stopped at the next stop.
then, i reached home bout 30mins later.

GUESS WAD?!
my mum pretended she din see me too.
she said" wah, so early arh?"
lol. but it was a least better than a lecture or wad.
haha(: so parents at times pretend too;)

oh boy, i still cant find you~

went to calista hse.

2007-02-25T12:32:00.000+08:00

ytd was guides thinking day at indoor stadium.
was boring.
we started off with rehearsals.
the actual one started at 1plus.

but luckily, we managed to find our own entertainment.
we played blackjack.
i din win or lose.
but amelia invested $1 on me.
thanks babe~ monday den i treat you.

the day ended off early, at bout 4plus.
i went straight to calista's hse with my the other cousin.
[sorry amelia n madel to keep you gals and ended up not being able to go with you all.]
we had fun dere.
but one thing i really wanna say.

my cousin regina huh,she really bathe damn long.
bout 20plus minutes.
ppl already wan go for dinner den she can still slow slow bathe.
i bathe for like 10minutes only nia leh..
somemore got washed hair.
haiz.. must really improved on ur speed gal.
everytime you go toilet always take long time de.
really dun understand wad you do inside-.-

after dinner, me n calista alighted at bpp.
shopped at dere, and she bought a really nice denim shirt.
costed her 32 bucks. but it was real worth.
after tt, we took bus to her hse.
the trip was very long though.
anyways, we stayed in her parents' room and chatted for hours.
we tok bout some photo-taking stuff,
about something. and bout some ppl.
and of course.
i complained to her bout my mum's stupid mindset.
abt my mum being not reasonable and very not open.
abt my mum dun like me wear short skirts.
and bout the school skirt, socks and the whole attire.
indeed, she agreed that my mum's not very good.
[her mum's better(:]

so we had fun and left at bout 11-going-midnight.
was damn tired when i reached home.so that's all lor.
hope later i got time go grandma's hse.

~ realised that nowadays, i got lots of common topics with her. we can just chat non-stop for hours and dere's still many things we wanna tok abt.
& amelia too. we kinda have the same thinking and preference too bah~

kana chase ona date.

2007-02-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

oh my, today was terrible &horrible!!!
kana chased by two womans.
amelia &celestine. [esp amelia]

i was kind enough to wait for them till they came out of gate b4 i started running like nobody's business.
SORRY to celestine, for making ur injury worse.
SORRY to be said by amelia for causing me to sweat like siao!!

haha(: was just kidding.
sorries to 3 womans.
amelia, celestine and noelle.
happy? (:

that's all! i shall go do my jian tie bu le.
Bye~

i luv it when i was with u guys.

2007-02-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

i luv it when i was with you ppl.
it was fun. Cool. And gay.

you ppl let me experienced how fun youth can be.
how i can relax and have fun at the same time.

i dunno why.
but you ppl just appeared in front of me.
so suddenly.
it was like a surprise. a spring box.

if i had more freedom,
i really hoped i can go out with your everyday.
its an enjoyable thing to do.

i had my many first times with you ppl.
i smiled and laughed the most with you ppl.
we ahd joy and laughter together, dont we?

take today for example,
we went pool.
yeah, i agreed with rachel.
the sights of us before and after school was definitely different.
the attitudes and behaviour too.

but who cares?
as long as we had fun.
i dun mind having to change back to uniform after the fun.
its okay.

i'd really will treasure every moment with you ppl.
my life had changed since sec 2.
its a major one. a positive one~ i guess.

anyways, we shall have fun together
till our streamings over.
by then, we'll go separate ways.
but lets hope our heart will still be with one another(:

i know this post sound rather sad, close to the ending.
but its a happy experience for me.
i really cant bear to leave you ppl after sec2.
hopefully we wont be separated.
~sorry. i worry too much~

tmr valentines

2007-02-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

CHEER UP PEOPLE
&me too.

meet a freaking guy on 135.
scolded us for many things and toking crap all the way.
he has no rightS!!!

TMR VALENTINES'

happy-go-lucky ppl like us, the y-bangs would sure enjoy it(:
so, learn to stay cheerful.

EMO freak.

2007-02-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

this few days was a little sad.

i was just EMO, or rather, very EMO;many things. many stuff happened so quickly.
i was accused of cheating his feelings.
i was confused at times; i wasnt sure if i had made the right choice.
i couldnt concentrate during guides yesterday.
i met ppl who i din want to; i was afraid of hurting their feelings.

please. please. leave me alone.
i wanna be isolated.
and i shall be alright in days; assure me.

2 weeks after...

2007-02-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

today is thursday.
so its the first time in the two weeks that i've met him, or rather, them. suay~
today, or rather, all thursdays aint my good days. i'll always meet up with some unfortunate stuff. today was especially suay.

i had some friendship prob, or rather, some attitude prob. sorry~
i had prob coping during the rehearsal. you ppl are rather noisy. shhh~

lets hope that fridays are always better than thursdays, much much better(:
please shhh! during rehearsal nad shall reward all with sweets on tuesday.

I PROMISE~ this is an evidence.

happy 14th birthday~ to me.

2007-02-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ todays my birthday.

So I got lots of presents and hugs, and of course, bashings!!

So who shall I thank?? MANY, of course.

Alvinchua alvinkuan Amelia amelia[pri.sku] calista Cheryl daddy Eugene ex-ma’ams florence guides[including sec1] huichuen julianna lynette madel mingen mummy perfect10 Rachel regina teresa tohwei venessa waikhee weijie weiseng zhujun ... AND MANY MORE.

that's him -- ming en.

2007-01-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today was a pretty fun day. We went out to the lucky bread place to have our lunch, before the lecture. [SORRY madel for leaving you out] so we kinda treat this place as a canteen, we happy, go there, not happy stay in school. I shared chocolate cake with Celestine and magi mee with Noelle. Oh no!! im getting fatter and fatter~ IN ADDITION, I shared straps of sour power with Amelia. I ate one end and she, the other. So eventually, our nose will hit each other’s and we kinda kiss?? … haha. Dun think too much k?

So after the lecture, I and Rachel took mrt. We met liyuan on the bus. When he was alighting, he said” that bitch sux”. Haha~ you shld noe who he’s referring to. So shao was waiting for ven at the bus stop. At first, he said to wait for her at the bridge. So we were like kidding say” this this(referring to the bus stop), what you mean by the bridge. [I noe iuts kinda cold~] anyways, they held hands throughout the whole distance… so romantic sia. <3>

Den at the mrt, we saw ming en [din noe he took the same train] so we were like talking and talking, making noise, suaning him and destroying our school reputation(: he kept asking where we alighting… so Rachel lied and said that we alighting at dunno where den take another train, den alight at dunno where again, den alight den take another train…. And eventually, we ended up back at.. paya lebar mrt. Haha. So both parties alighted at city hall. And boarded the ‘red’ train. We did many deceivings. Me n Rachel was like getting out of the train and coming back, every stops? Cool? Cuz we wanna fool him. Anyways, I to the alight at toa payoh de. So near to the stop, I was like asking him to stand at the opposite entrance. As he sweared he’s not alighting tis top. Since braddell was at the ‘abonormal’ exit, I ask him to stand at the other entrance so he cant alight. So at bishan, we switch positions again. I was like telling him” eh.. now I dare to walk out longer leh…” haha. Cuz we alighting at bishan mah. Anyways, his stop was at yishun.

Me and Rachel was in such good mood that we shop at j8. yeah.. shop(: we went several shops , up and down. And only bought so cheap chocolates. [thanks Rachel for the shopping spree]

GOOD GAL HAVE A HAPPY PERIOD(:

FUCKED UP!!! wad in the hell am i doing???

2007-01-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

Today is such a suay day. after going to singpost kfc with them, i headed home bout 3plus.

reached my house liao then i go buy saline, clips and sweet. on teh way home, suddenly someone was like shouting 'excuse me'. so i moved to the left, but the person still said 'excuse me'.& i moved to the right. BUT he still went on saying 'excuse me'. so i was kinda FRUSTRATED and wanted to turned back. but before i turned, he appeared right in front of me with a 100% fat guy. oh my.. The two of them were like '10', one skinny the other utterly fat.

F.U.C.K. it's him!! oh my god. its him. YES!! HIM!!! who else could it be?! its my 3rd time seeing him. he's one of the gangster guy that i met last year. [post dated 29NOV06] wad the F***. cuz i was on my way home, so i unfold my skirt and din bother bout my socks which was like ALMOST full-length. so i was like NERD. TOTALLY FREAKING NERD.

the first time i meet him which was on 28th nov 06. i knew its gonna be NEVER ENDING. he's bound to come up and look for trouble again. so he asked for my number. [his phone was the cybershot phone] so he was like passing me his phone asking me to type my no. so i explored with his phone for AWHILE. and guess wad?! I WAS LIKE ENCHANTED ELLA!!! oh my.. i gave him my no. DAMN SHIT> he said that his friend wanted it.

so when i reached home, i was like guilty and mixed feelings. i dunno how to describe my feelings but i can just say that im truly FUCKED UP!!! ah.. wad in the hell m i doing??

_______________________________________________

this Saturday we have CHOIR practice for guides thinking day at MGS [at bukit timah]. luckily i was going to my cousin's house at Bukit Panjang. so it was near and i'm gonna take 171. but the following saturday will be a long trip home. must take 74 for gunno how long den change bus somemore.

But anyways, i still look forward to it (:

pissed

2007-01-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

today im seriously not in a good mood. another words--- BAD MOOD!!!

1.there was this little misunderstanding during recess that became a big problem. My fault.
2.after school and after the guides thing, theres another problem. my fault?

let me apologise~ SORRY!

so shall we have peace tmr? YES.

i really wished that in the world there's always peace between me you and everybody. no quarreling. no fighting. happy happy all day long.

~though today is a bad day, but i believe tomorrow willl be a better one (: ~

caught using staff toilet.

2007-01-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

yesterday was an especially unlucky day. not just for me, but also for Amelia, Rachel, Venessa, Celestine, Noelle and Shiqin. Shiqin is said to be the most unlucky one. she was caught 3 times in just 1 morning!!!

anyways, the seven of us were caught using the staff toilet. we used it so many times since school reopen and this is the first time we've been caught. wads more?! we'r caught by miss susan low. at the point of time, venessa was standing outside the toilet sms-ing shao. probably cuz of that, that old hag suspect of students using the toilet. somemore we made so much noise.

so she grab hold of venessa and pulled her into the toilet. it was like a shock for the 7 of us. cuz everything happened so suddenly. so she came in and reprimanded us like nobody business.. shouting and screaming like dunno wad monkey.. she also scolded us for the attire though some of our shirts were tucked in.

then she ask us to write down our names on a piece of paper. so immediately i raced to the class to grab a piece of paper and pencil. luckily, no one in the class felt suspicious. so i went back to the staff toilet and wrote down the names. and handed the paper to her. she realised the door was closed and scolded me," why you closed the door, ashamed that your seniors might hear you isit??"

i truly think she's like very dumb cuz the door does not have any stopper. of course it'll close by itself lah...LOL. nayways, she asked us to read the words on the door individually. so the words 'female staff' was repeated seven times. anyways, she asked us to stand at the yellow line on monday during flag-raising in the way we were dressed when we were caught. funny sia...

wad de.. monday is pe day. we'll look damn freaking nerd in pe attires lor.. nvm. anyways, its my first time kana caught to stand on yellow line. so i shall let it be. if in my whole cchms life, i nvr stand at yellow line b4, then that wun be memorable. =>

ShiQin's birthday.

2007-01-18T17:36:00.000+08:00

today was none other than SHIQIN'S BIRTHDAY!!! hahah=D

so wad did i do early in the morning??
SMS HER happy birthday lah=D nad of course ask her smile MORE, cuz she's the SMILING QUEEN.

did we give her a surprise??
actually there is. but who noes... celestine told her we'r gonna buy her a birthday cake le. so no surprise liao=(

did she get lots of presents??
yes bahhs. i tink she got bout 3 presents or so. but at least she got a really BIG BEAR=]]

how we celebrated her birthday after school??
went to that bubble tea shop and got her a 16 bucks cake. [which she chose by herself] so each of us paid 2bucks?? haha=) rather cheap!! and we sang the happy birthday song lor... just wanna say that the cake was real nice!! it's like quite creamy with cherries and choc. anyways, i think she was rather happy bahhs. or hope she was.

after the celebration, we went day n nite to have our maggi mee. Amelia was complaining that she was like having the same thing for 3 days? Anyways, i was complaining bout the maggi mee i bought which costed me 2.4 bucks. and it truly sucks!! its got lots of mushroom taste in it and it's oily!! Amelia was like asking me to not waste it. but how m i gonna finish such horrid food. so i just threw it and bought a Wall's ice cream -- Paddle Pop.

Lalala... lets talk bout yesterday. Oh my, we made a really cool teacher super duper angry. She's Miss Adri. So we made her a SORRY card. hope that the next Charisma lesson, she'll be fine again=]]

tmr's my xiao nuan shen... must support k? i'm aiming for a high 6. so hope you guys can give me 6 or 7. hahah=]] 8 oso can...

thursday.till saturday

2007-01-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

thursday was both a nice and bad day. our 1st period was d&t. a fucking bitch [polite enough not to mentioned who] purposely obstruct our way and opposed us. She was not aware of her size that sat in the middle of nowhere during the lesson. Oh, poor thing!! she doesnt have any frens here. It was very dumb of her to place her 'slim' figure in the centre and made us hate her more. If she was smart enough, she would have moved to a seat in a corner, either on the 1st or 2nd row, and not have made herself so dislikable. Say the truth, i know it's sad to have no friends, but if i were her, i would have tried to make myself more likeable.

Effective Learning was not at all effective. It was ineffective!! Though maybe more than half of the class was paying attention to mr and Mrs Smith, but the 7 of us [includes Celest, Noelle and Shiqin] were talking and playing. The 3 of them were happily tying their hair at first.

Anyways, project work was oso not very nice, so that our group was chatting. Yeah!! madel has transferred to our group le =]] The presence of her madel our group more lively, as in talkative wise. hahah, but close to the end of the lesson, we had some argument.. but it was all over soon and we managed to patch up.

The 4 of us [exclude the band gal --ven] had only 1 umbrella to share. so we decided to lend umbrella from the teachers. We went in to the chinese department and asked our ex-CME teacher for umbrella, however she could not lend us. luckily, a new teacher kindly lended us her umbrella. We shall always rmb her kindness --- she's Cai Tian Tian lao shi =]] Anyways, we had some water 'games' on our way out and had our lunch at a bubble tea shop. Not forgetting that Rcahel accompanied me home, by taking 31!!

Anyways, that was all of THURSDAY!!

Let me talk about friday which is yesterday.

Literature Lecture was kinda cool. cuz its like 6 classes having literature together. Though there was only 1 teacher at the front --- miss cheong, i was jolly well paying attention. yeahh!! with her as our literature teacher, i can assure that i will do well for lit. OR at leats better than last year.

We had our 1st R.D. lesson ytd. The teacher was Mr. Loh. He was quite a fun teacher, though slightly plump. I guess he was once a gymnast cuz i rmb seeing him on stage doing somersault without any equipment. Then, i was like 'WOW!!!' Anyawsy, he was a very happy and optimistic teacher thats always cheerful. He kinda resemble Shiqin's kai xin guo [happy apple]. It was areally fun time being with him =]]

Oh yeah.. Friday is also guides Day. Though it was raining, but we had pretty fun, singing, drilling and not to miss out, pumping!! Anyways, i really should buck up on my drilling. I'm really poor at it. So Amelia and madel, ur must teach me k?? =]]

So now its like Saturday and though i'm not very free, i still spent time updating.

actually, as long as i pay attention during lessons, i dun really have to do much revision at home, except for homeworks. So from now on, BOYS at the back, can you all please dont talk too loudly. cuz its really distracting at the front for GIRLS like me. And from now on, i shall talk LESS and listen MORE. FOCUS AND MORE FOCUS!!!

So this year round, i've been treating myself very well by DOWNLOADING 02jam and Pangya. i know i'm super lagged. But that's the main purpose of it. being lagged will caused me not to be addicted to the game. downloading the game is just to allow myself to relax during weekends, whenever i get stressed up.

Alrite, now i shall continue on with my homework and not be a lagger =D bye<3

---------- 2diligence} we must study hard, but not TOO diligent k?? ----------

A summary

2007-01-07T10:32:00.001+08:00

Wah. So long never update liao.. I really lazy to continue on wid the Shanghai trip thing le, let i shall let it end dere, k? Let me recall on wad i did after the trip....

20th dec
Went to watch charlotte's web. It not very nice, neither is it bad...

23rd dec
Went to SGH for my annual backbone checkup, coz my backbone is kinda slanted or wad?! [not too sure lahhs.. though its my 3rd or 4th time going dere le..] Anyways, i was kinda happy cuz my backbone is not getting anywhere worse... it still ok, so i need not go for the x-ray. And it kinda saved bout 1hour of time =D

24th dec
We celebrated x'mas at my "so-called cousin's" hse. The whole celebration was alrite, though not as fun as the previous year.. But the gift that i received was COOL!!

27th to 28th dec
GUIDES CAMP!! erm.. kinda lazy to elaborate, so you can visit Amelia's blog to noe more =D

29th to 1st jan 07
HAPPY NEW YEAR.. celebrated the countdown at Genting. The fireworks were very radiant and bright. [to understand more, please visit my cousin Calista's blog =D] Anyways, i enjoyed both the indoor and outdoor themepark. Of course, i'll always prefer the outdoor one.

3rd jan
1st day of school... Everything's the same except that we'r now SEC 2. I adapted to the new classroom and environment fast. But just cant get use to writing '07' as the year.. Anyways, i was kinda sabo by Amelia, who "nominate" me as the Vice chair person. Actually, she was just jokingly calling out my name, but WMX took it seriously, so..... Anyways, i'm real touched that you guys missed me so much, whether it's a fact or just something to brighten me up, i still wanna thx you guys!! THX TO AMELIA AND MADEL LUV YOU BABES!!

5th jan
CCA day!! CCA day was kinda good, such that we'r able to avoid HCL. But not very nice, such that i had sore throat afterwards-.- the ma'ams set a target for us, that is to persuade 100 ppl to write down their names, class and contact no on a piece of paper. This whole thing seems like a easy peasy thing to do. But it wasnt. But i was real PROUD that me, amelai and madel managed to have 50 plus ppl on the list. Cuz the remaining sec 2s only had 50plus names, so actually they had to do punishments. Though we came back late and lost YiJun ma'am 2bucks pen, but we managed to save the whole sec 2 from the punishments. PHEW!!

6th jan
Flag day for Thong Chai Medical. Rach and Shiqin split up from us and went to Parkway. So me, Amelia, Madel, ven, Noelle and celestine went to Bedok cuz amelia need to go home early and bedok is so damn near her place. We split into pairs coz this would be easing in asking ppl to donate, rather than a grp of 6 asking ppl to donate rite? So me and amelia--ven and madel--noelle and celest. Ven and madel fround themselves agood spot@ the interchange dere. not quite sure where noelle and celest were, but me and amelia just walk here and dere.... Till we decided to shift to East Point. coz it's kinda our 'feng shui' place. and yes!! we did have more donations dere =) Anyways, after the whole activity, i now had severe sore throat... Haiz.

Btw, my new LENOVO computer had arrived, it's all black as compared to my previous, All white!! A new computer would means NEW speed cuz my old computer was like 6years liao leh.. so its lagged. and now that its a new computer, my mum FINALLY upgrade the broadband to a faster one =D and it's now unlimited as compared to my last time one, which is 10hrs nia. BUT bUT BUT.... It's more ex lah. bout 5times the price of the old plan.. And cuz it's ex, that's why singtel would give out free computer to attract ppl like my mum to upgrade the plan.. haha=D

my tRip t0 sHanGHai [9th dec 06-16th dec 06]

2006-12-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

My trip to Shanghai begins on 9th dec 06 to 16th dec 06. The overall trip was fun. Actually, the 8-day trip does not only covers Shanghai, but oso some other places like Hang Zhou, Wuxi, Nanjing and Su Zhou. Actually, the whole trip's known as Nan Jiang nad Shanghai Shopping Spree. Yeah,Shopping Spree!!

Before going dere, I heard from my relatives that the toilets dere have got no doors.. so it was like no 'privacy' and security!! But my first trip to the toilet gave me enough 'security'. Most of the toilets dere has got doors, except for afew [less than 5]. In fact, most of the toilets dere is much cleaner than Malaysia's.

At dere, the ppl called toilets: 'Karaoke', and they replaces 'xiao bian' or 'da bian' to 'chang ge' [sing songs].. Dere's a LONG story behind this.. Besides the different terms used for toilet stuff, they oso had different terms for buses and bus drivers. They called buses: 'ba che' and bus drivers 'shi fu'. So at China, bus drivers sounds very class.

At dere, ppl usually addressed me as 'gu niang' or 'xiao jie'. And for the tour guides dere, they will addressed themselves as 'xiao, followed by their sir-names'. So for me, i'll be called 'xiao yang'. haha =D sounds like a sheep.

Anyways, our overall tour guide dere is xiao li, but ppl called him 'lao li' cuz he's kinda old. At dere, we had 'di pei', which is tour guides for every particular places. Our whole group is made up of about 28 ppl. Of which, 13 is from my family. =D so we kinda have lots of rights !!

Btw, just to let ya noe, the time dere is the same as Singapore. Except that the sun sets earlier dere. The sky is already dark at bout 5pm. So we had our dinner at bout 5pm too.. and the weather dere is really dry, and needless to say, it's quite cold. [bout 5degrees] Its so dry that i had to apply lip gloss and lotion many many times a day!! and wad's more?! i wore up to 5 layers of clothings!!

Now, i shall go to further details on my trip..

9th.dec.06* SATURDAY

The 5hrs spent on the SQ plane was ok. It took bout half an hour for the plane to take off and stable in the sky. So after that half an hour, as usual, the air stewardess will start giving out the head set. And i'll start exploring the KrisWorld. So i decided to watch MOnster House [a movie in which i had missed]. It was nice and at some parts, thrilling.. It was only after that 1hr plus, when i was really tired, that i realised they oso showed Step up. I decided to watched it, but half way through, i fell asleep. I slept for bout 1hr, den my mum woke me up for that EXTRA early breakfast at bout 4o'clock!! The brea1kfast was not very nice, but i still had my share, cuz mom said that the next meal we'll be having is gonna be 9hrs later!! 'Soon', we arrived at Shanghai Airport. It was not as bad as i tot, but still not as good as Singapore's. Anyways, of all the countries that i've visited, none of the airport is as good as Singapore's.

1. After our arrival at the Airport, we walked a distance b4 reaching the Maglev Train Station!! Oh my!! It was the Maglev train which we had learnt in Science!! I couldn't even believed that China had such High Technology!! We took the 1st ride of the day and it's speed was 301km/h. Actually, its max. speed is 431km/h. If only we had took the next ride, den could we experienced the speed!! cuz the train's still warming up!! The train was nice and very comfortable. It has sits similar to the plane's, and of course, it's air-conditioned!!

Anyways, After that 8mins ride to the next station, we alighted and walked a few distance and boarded our coach. We took a 2hrs-ride to Hang Zhou. In the coach, i could spot Ikea, a stadium that's similar to Singapore's and many new buildings and many old houses.. So it's kinda contradicting.

2. Our HangZhou tour guide is 'xiao wang' [a very sweet little 'gu niang']. and Our 1st stop in Hang Zhou was WuZhen Water Town, one of the ancient water towns in the south of Yangtze River [Chang Jiang]. This place is famous for its manty old buildings and houses. At dere, i can experience how the olden days life is. The place was like a MAZE. we curls here and dere, idf not for the guide, we'r sure to be lost!! We had our lunch dere, it was not too bad. The food were tasty but very oily and saltish.

3. We soon left and headed for West Lake. All over the world, dere are several west lakes. bUt this is the original west lake that 'produces' nice scenery.The lake is really really big. You need more than a hundred chung Cheng Lakes to form it! We took a EDUCATIONAL boat ride on it. The whole ride is bout 45mins. And a gu niang will tell you abouit many things related to the West Lake and its history...

4.Near the West Lake, there's a park known as HuaGang Park. There are many beautiful and colourful flowers dere. And there's oso many trees that had got leaves shaped like Maple leaves.

After many shots of the beautiful scenery, we left and to have our dinner at a quite deserted place. However, the food was nicer than afternoon's and not so oily and salty. Oh ya, just to let ya noe, our lunch and dinner for the 8days are mostly the same. Anyways, a unfortunate thing happened. I spilled a cup of coke cuz my coat was so thick that i cant feel a thing, but luckily for me, the coke didnt splashed on me, but onb my cousin Regina!! haha, so 'heng'!!

After dinner, we went back to our hotel. For the whole trip, we only go to our hotel at the end of the day at bout 8pm to 9plus daily. The hotel was really modern and unique!! I dunno how to describe it.. But it's just very EXTRAORDINARY!!

10.dec.06* SUNDAY

Today, it wasnt that cold le.. bout 8*C. But the breakfast really really sux like hell !! The food was so damn OILY, so i just had a few spoons of century egg porridge, and luckily, my mum made the 3-in-1 milo for me=D.

1. Right after breakfast, we went to MeiJiaWu Tea Culture Village, where its 'long jing' tea was really nice and famous. But guess you guys haven heard of it.. At dere, the tea 'professor' showed us a green tea experiment to show us the goodness of green tea. There are 4 grades of green tea [B, A, AA and AAA] The AAA green tea leaves are really precious. Cuz dere's only one day in a year that can produce this AAA green tea leaves. So it

to be continued.. [due to lack of time]

Slipping Away AGAIN!!

2006-12-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

Today, i slipped out of the hse just lik wad i did ytd.. It was the same time too.. But the place i slipped to was even further away than ytd's.. It was.. AMK centre.. hahax.
Slipping out of hse now, seemed to be a challenging thing to do... it was fun.. This time round, i lied to my dad that i was going down to help my mum buy something and oso, to eat.. cuz i din had my breakfast.. So i went down to help my mum buy 6packet of Bak Kut Teh..den went to get something at a phone shop.. den rushed to the bus stop.. Opps!! i missed the bus.. if only i were a few seconds faster =(
The 6packets of Bak Kut Teh made me real Paiseh lor.. thus, i decided to ask the person at the cashier to help me look after first.. den went i come back den get it from her again.. So i headed my way to the bus stop again and the bus came just in time.. BUS 88!! I went to AMK centre's MAC to hand over the earpiece and took BUS 162 back!!
When the bus was reaching my hse bus stop, my dad called.. i was scared that when i answer, den someone would ring the bell.. den my dad would knew bout it all.. so i rejected his call!! Den the moment i alighted, i called him back..i tot he was gonna scold me.. but, PHEW!! he hust asked me to buy him a packet of rice!! hahax..
I was so damn relieved that i quickly buy him the packet of rice, and went to the supermarket to buy some honey, den retrieved my Bak Kut Teh back.. hahax.. When i reached home, i pass my dad that packet of rice, den he asked my why take so long.. den i just try to change the subject by saying that the weather's so hot.. and that i ate something spicy.. and so on......
And so, with my excuses, i escaped from being caught!! Yeah!!

**This shall be the last post b4 i go to ShangHai.. and when i come back, the next post shall be a much longer one.. so HAPPY READING!!

ytd was MUM's birthday...

2006-12-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

ytd was mum's birthday... de nite b4, i secretly put a gift in her bag cuz i knew i wun be able to wake up so early de next day.. and at bout 9am plus, she realised the gift and msg me: thx.. Then about 5plus, we went Orchard, Tangs, to shop.. mum exchange her credit card points for a $50 voucher. Den we walked to Wisma to shop and later to Taka. My leg was aching and at that point i start to feel sick.. So i gave attitude in spite of mum's b'dae.. She was kinda disappointed with me.. Den she said: since you dun enjoy coming out, den we might as well go home.. And so, we made our way home.. But half way through, my dad asked if we wan to eat b4 going back, so i just nodded thoug i wasnt even hungry. We had our dinner at Sushi tei, where i just ate 6pieces of sushi that cost me $2.20?? We only spent 20 dollar plus there..
Later on, we went to J8, i was damn damn sick there le.. but my mum n dad just tink that i'm showing them attitude nia, so they just ignored me.. =( My dad bought a tiny cake from Polar.. Cuz we only have 3members in our family, so buy so big for wad?? Anyways, when we reached home my mum wasnt in good mood too, so she rejected the cake and now, it's still in the fridge..

**At bout 9plus, i realised i had fever, and my degree was lik 39.4.. Den mum said that i beta drink lots of water, cuz if tmr my temp. if more than 37.5 den i cant go out.. i did drank lots of water, but my temp's still 37.9.. though it was much much beta, but i still cant go out=(
And so, tis morning at bout 11.50am, i slipped out off the hse. I lied to my dad that i was going down to buy lots of things.. Haha=) den i go J8 meet Rachel, shun bian pass her the chinese story book and Amelia's salary.. Rachel looked real good in Jeans, or at least much beta than in skirt. nad her that shirt was pretty nice. But she wasnt in good condition too.. she had sore throat.. Anyways, hope she'll recover fast and so will i!!

Btw, you guys wan anything not?? I going overseas to Shanghai on friday.. though it's a cheap place, but maybe ur would like some bubblegums?? If so, tell me k? BYE..

some FUNNY jokes to be SHARED..

2006-12-05T15:23:00.000+08:00

Here are some FUNNY jokes that my primary sku fren sent me..
The blue ones are those that i tink are more funny, but anyways the below are all FUNNY JOKES!!

Ladies and gentlemen, please SIT BACK AND ENJOY!!

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter?
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

1) Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?"
Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday".

2) Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?"
Pupil : "The moon".
Teacher : "Why?"
Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it".

3) Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?"
Pupil : "A teacher".

4) Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"
Customer : "What other colors do you have?"

5) My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.

6) Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !"
Sam : "It's a family tradition".
Teacher : "What do you mean?"
Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher".
Teacher : "What about your mother?"
Sam : "She's a woman".

7) Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?"
David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".

8) Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"
Student : "Brotherly love".

9) Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?"
Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".

10) Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?"
Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".

11) Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."

12) Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?"
One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."

THAT'S ALL FOLKS!!

Open Season!!

2006-12-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, we ended up watching Open Season @ CineLeisure, cuz Step Out's screening time is @ bout 5plus.. so we just watch Open Season lor.. Anyways it was a nice show.. very very funny, and at some points, touching. The movie ticket was only $6.50 lor.. damn cheap lah. Usually at GV, it's sold @ $7plus.. the popcorn oso very cheap, we bought family combo de, 2drinks + 1popcorn, total is 5plus..

We took Neoprint afterwards, the machine's called 'XX age'.. quite nice.. anyways we had a great time dere, and b4 we left for home, we went to Taka to buy a stick of chicken each.. hahha xD

Arhh!! going OVERSEAS soon..

2006-11-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

ytd was the 1st time ever that i worked at my dad's place.. for money of course!! But the experience was really UNFORGETABLE!! [too tired to explain in details..]

1.one of my tuition fren saw me.. SO SHAMEFUL!! >.<
2.two malay kids called me 'AUNTIE'!!
3.met up wid 3 gangsters[all boys] who ganged up to bully me.THIS IS THE WORST EXPERINCE EVA!! :(

Today, i went out wid my both cousins..to bugis and then later take mrt to Heeren and then walked to CineLeisure. Had fun lahhs:) tmr... or perhaps is later in the day, we going watch movie[but haven decide the location yet].. den we going to take more neoprints!! cuz today we took de all not nice :(

Haiyo.. My mum's b'dae coming.. Today i bought her a magnet.. haha[[costs only 2.90 bucks nia... ]] So tmr must buy her more stuff!!

~~Yeah!! now there's FINALLY a TAGBOARD!!~~ thxs GAL:]]

Many things 2 say.. but just cant rmb!!

2006-11-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

Tuesday.. went to Rachel's hse do the barrier thing.. Haiz.. damn SLACK can..
din do much lor.. not even 300..

Anways, nowadays very slack.. nothing do..
btw, my cousin got her results lo..239..plan go TKGS..-.-"

Today i went J8 wid her.. when we going back, a guy ask me donate money to help the poor kids.. donated 2bucks. den i went to ask him if he get paid like this.. he said that we got 30% of wad ppl donate lor.. damn cheat others money..

but mayb i considering go do cuz quite easy earn the money, somemore if wan do den do, dun wan den dun wan lor.. haha..

nothing MUCH to do @ home..

2006-11-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

ytd was MUCH MUCH beta than today lor..
at least got so tuition homework to do..
now nothing do at home.. sian lah...
ytd nite n tis morning, i was doing sth veri INTERESTING leh..

wanna noe wad??

haha.. reading next year's literature book n typing out the important points n some details of the many characters.. den my mum came in my room ytd.. den she tot i wan RETYPE de whole book.. haha xD

***anyways, sorri for having no tag board here..
do visit here a month later.. den de tagboard will RE-APPEAR le.. [[stay tune, dude!!]]

Crazy over calligraphy?? No way MAN!!

2006-11-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

Today, needa go back sku 4 calligraphy practice.. Sian lah..
Din expect tt neng que oso turned up.. Anyways, many din turned up.. Our class de gals onli me n le jing turned up..
After tt, played wid de guys some lame animal games.. dunno wad hippo, frog, monkeys n even dinosaur games.. Den now i having IT enrichment.. hahax..
Slacking here lah.. it's rather a blogging enrichment.. =P
Now i reali sian..

THAT'S ALL FOLKS!!

results..overall.. n holi..

2006-10-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

My mum met WMX today, so i din reali noe wad's my results n positions, so on.. WMX said i got 12th in class.. haiz... deproved by 4 positions n lost to ven by 3positions.. perhaps is alternate cuz last time Mid-Year so lost to me by 3positions too..
Anyways, we planned going to Plaza Sing today, but my mum said cant.. Shit her lah!! Anyways, had my 3rd arguement wid Amelia at day n nite eva since last friday..
1St was at ACM, 2nd was ytd.. haiz.. so if tmr still cold war den i reali reali die le.. no one to tok to.. hope tt i'll b able to compromise her de next time we argue.. But if beta still, i hope tt there wun b a next time..=)

Well.. today ninny said:" nanny, ur blog dying liao.." ermm.. guess so bah..if tis blog is dead, u guys can perhaps oso conclude tt nanny's dead!! Left bout a few years n nanny will b died.. n perhaps i guess u ninnys will enjoy de time without me more..
I noe i spoilt u guys' fun.. sorri.. if ur reali reali dun wish me to b in tis gang anymore..... just say it out, rather than suaning me n insulting me.. i reali reali cant take it le!!

Here, i would lik to apologise to her.. sorri Amelia.. It's my fault for suaning you.. but i oso tink u got fault lor.. anyways, nanny reali reali feels sorri.. hope we wun argue next time.. if tis still continue on, den i guess, our y.gang will break soon..

contacts =)

2006-10-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

Today is de day tt i've been waiting for since months ago!!......i finally got my contacts =)thxs to madel...

Anyways, it was reali reali a great feeling while wearing contacts, somemore is 1-day de... everything seemed much clearer than wearing specs. It seemed as if i'm nt even short-sighted at all... Howeva, haiz.. tt clan ppl will still give lots n lots of comments lah.. but nvm.. they'll get used to it one day.. ;)
Actually, another disadvantage would b putting it on.. today was my 1st time..... haiz.. i took damn long- >30mins... But rach was patient n kind enuff to teach me how to put it in.. she gave a comment.."ur eyes r just too small"..
I first tried to put it into my left eye.. after 15mins, rach was suggesting tt she help me put.. so she tried, but i din open my eyes wide enuff n tis made her reali pissed, so in de end i tried putting it in myself.. n .........WOOT!! it went in in <3mins 3mins =")
Anyways, i wore it for just less than 5hours b4 taking it out at bout 2pm...but nvm, i'm gonna wear it again tmr.. but as unlucky as dunno wad, while washing my contacts, one of them fell out of my hand n went into de sink n was wash off by de tap water.. sadded=( wasted 2 contacts today.. left onli 3.5pair.. cuz i bought 5pairs nia (my $15 gone!!). Btw, my dad was at home just now.. but he oso nvr suspect lah.. cuz he was mopping de floor n doing his own stuff...

Further plannings....
i would b wearing contacts on..

Results again...

2006-10-21T09:11:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I oso din do well for my other subjects.

History: 27/45 (so-so lah.. at least beta than SA1)
HCL Paper 2: Fail lah... even if combine wid paper 1 oso fail..(but luckily when combined wid SA1 i din fail..=)
Maths Paper 2: 37.5/50.. i was lik kinda different from others.. other ppl do beta for paper 2, but i did beta for paper 1. But de results still no good =(my standard dropped)
Literature: 43.5/75 (as happy as a lark)
English Paper 1:40/60..quite happy..
Paper 2: 5.5/30...wad a disgrace!!

That's all my results.. i'm sure most of ya are beta than me..
But i'm kinda lucky tt de overall results is kinda not so bad.. cuz of my SA1 =)

English C6
HCL B4
Maths A1
Science B3
Geography B3
History B4
Literature C5
D&T A2
Home econs A1
Art A1

Next year must REALI REALI work hard lo.... must fa fen tu qiang......nu li xue xi.....yong gong du shu =)..*so tt i can get..

1 pink ping pong ball!!

anyways, ytd we went Parkway's mos burger.. cuz after de ACM thing mah.. den still got lik 2hours plus b4 guides start... De 7 of us..Amelia,Celestine,Noelle,Rachel,Shiqin,Venessa n Me...
Me n Rach was kinda LAGGED when buying de food.. cuz we took a long time to decide wad we wan eat.. den onli after de 5 of them got their food liao den we started queueing.. De burgers were kinda yummy n cheap.. hahax.. actually ninny dun wan come de.. but in de end, nanny still manage to persuade her =) Since de food was YUMMY, i'm sure tt next time, ninny would wanna come again..

de day b4 ytd, nannyNINNY(amelia)'s phone spoilt!! ppl can sms her, but she cant reply.. After tt, her phone was kinda beta, but not much beta.. she can reply, but she needa type her msg all in one go..very very quickly..without spacing somemore.. haiz.. sad for her.. so ytd, Rach bought her old HP to lend her..a samsung 1..Kinda nice, but no charger.. so i bought it home to try if my dad's charger can fix it.. YEAH!! it works!! but sad to say tt de phone's screen got prob.. perhaps they;re fated not to used it!! Anyways, nanny was kinda nice enuff to help them call singtel n ask where can repair.. ANSWER : Century square 4th level.. so we planned to go today..

BUT my mum lah.. she dun allow me go.. i told her we going watch movie.. she say cannot.. Walao.. spoil my whole wkend's mood lah.. damn it lah.. stupid lah.. now hai dao amelia n rach de mood oso spoil liao.. somemore how they gonna repair tt phone?? haiz.. my mum is totally idiotic.. tt's all i can say.. my dad's much much beta.. how i wish i can b lik RACH...(to rach: i'm not suaning you tis time round, but if u tink i'm, den so sry..)
NO mood liao lah.. dun wan type liao lah.. bye...

Results..

2006-10-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

So damn sickening lah.. results was lik damn lousy!!
DEPROVED by so much.. i tink it reali disappointed my parents n oso my relatives.. Haiz..

Maths paper 1: 38/50
HCL paper 1: 59/90
Geography: 48/70
Science: 60.5/100

Haiz.. all i can say is just tt i'm totally DISAPPOINTED!! tis shldn't b wad i ought to get.. or shld it??
NO WAY MAN!! I DUN CARE LIAO LAH!! NEXT YEAR REALI GONNA CHEONG CHEONG CHEONG!!!
Yeah!! tt shld b de way.. haiz.. for further updates on my results, pls visit my blog more often =) n TAGGED!!

**de next update is probably on wed..**

Quiz.. forced to do by my dar =||

2006-10-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

Ermm.. it's my dar insisted that i must do this quiz~ so i must be obedient (merely copying wad my dar wrote =)

1. single, taken or crushing ?
taken away from my darling.

2. are you happy with your life now ?
yupp=) y not? not much things to worry bout..

3. when you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him fast ?
mostly not. cuz i've already met my MISS RIGHT.. my dar lah.. who else?

4. have you ever had your heart broken ?
do i have a heart in de 1st first place.. ANYWAY, most of de time is i had others' heart BROKEN!! haha xD

5. do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable ?
ya, y not? cuz i've always cheated on others' feelings.. AIN'T i BAD??

6. would you take someone back if he cheats on you ?
obviously NOT... anyway i'm quite stupid so even if u cheat on me i oso wun noe..

7. have you ever talked about marriage with another before ?
no lah.who will tink so FAR...

8. do you want children ?
life would b bored without them =)

9. How many?
2 or 3 bah... till i have children of both genders.. =X

10. would you consider adoption ?
nope. unless 4 some scenarios where i'm 100% crazy..

11. if someone likes you and you never liked him, what is the best way to tell him ?
i dunno.. haiz. cuz i'm still dragging de relationship wid him..

12. do you enjoy getting into a relationship ?
ya.. i'm lovin' it when i'm with my dar~ =P

13. be honest, what is the furthest you &your ex did ?
oh mind your own business. anyway, it's nothing too far!!1

14. do you believe in love at first sight ?
yes if he can prove tt our love will last e4va..

15. are you romantic ?
100% NO!!!!

16. do you believe you can change someone ?
yes.. if de someone is someone STUPID!!

17. if you could be married somewhere, where would it be ?
nvr tink so far lah..

18. do you easily give in when you're fighting ?
ya.. unless wid tt STUPID TOHWEI!! he should not b given any chance to win

19. do you have feelings for someone now ?
yes. i love my darling~

20. have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up ?
nope. cuz i've nvr wanted to have someone...cuz i have my dar wid me now =) (actually is someone could have had me but they messed it up =X )

21. have you ever broken a heart ?
ya.NOt 1, but 2 bah.. i PRO rite? hahaxD

22. if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you are deeply in love with, what would you do ?
i'll probably compete till i lose lor..

23. are you missing anyone now ?
my darling n some other NINNYs..

now you have to ask 5 ppl to do this...
1. ameliaDARLING (but she done it le..)
2. rachelNINNY =)
3. venessaNINNY.NANNY
4.weijie
5.calista.. =]]

Wad aBout a nEw hAircUt??

2006-10-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

Yes. I noe tt exams r over.. n tt it's de start of joy, happiness n lots of fun...
But 4 me, dere's nothing to be happy about.. CUZ i'm GROUNDED!!!
Can u believe it?! it's de 1st time i'm grounded!! ARgHH!! Ytd, i asked my mum if i can go kBox on friday, she said NO.. so i was lik quite disappointed but i still din show attitude. but a few minutes later, i approached her n asked her Why Cannot?? Den she said cuz i naughty.. almost try to oppose wad she said n wheneva she asked me do things i'll b lik sianz...
So tt's her reasons... i was lik so damn not happy =(.. so i tried 'DEBATING' wid her.. n hope tt can go.. but after de DEBATE, she said.."actually i wan let u go de... but now tt u always go against me, i've decided not to!! n for these 2 weeks, u'r GROUNDED!!" OMG!! i'm lik so damn sad n disappointed...

Today, got back HCL paper 1... HAiz, 4 de 'ying yong wen' i wrote out of point, so it's lik got onli 11... den compo got 48.. haiz.. NO COMMENTS lah... nothing to say (even my naggy mum have no comments..) Maths was lik so damn it.. but let's no mention abt it lah.. =) But dere's 1 thing i'll still have to say.. Toh wei was lik asking me how much i got.. den i asked him how much he got.. When he said he got 41.. i was lik cursing him :"qu si la!!!" den he was lik..'huh?! ni shu wo arh?!" Walao ehh.. he damn suan me lah.. perhaps it's retribution.. CUZ i oso suan my dear b4 tt.. :P

After debrief, i went home... den on bus i was lik nothing do.. so was lik planning wad to do for de weekend.. I CANT USE INTERNET (unless lik now.. i secretly use de).. I CANT GO OUT.... I CANT TIS, I CANT THAT... haiz..felt like a bird in de cage... or perhaps... (a poo stuck inside de ARSE).. thus, i went 4 a hair cut.. lik tt oso can lighten Cheong Jing's burden.. so tt she wun have too hard a time to style my hair for de drama performance... AnyWays.. my hair style's quite sucky.. haiz.. no choice lah.. still have gotta go sku on monday. IF UR FIND MY HAIRSTYLE TOO UGLY, DEN TOO BAD LOR.. UR CAN CHOOSE NOT TO COME TO SKU SO AS TO NOT SEE MY UGLY FACE... =PP

PS: For those who din do well...

dun cry le k?? dun b too upset le lah... cuz..
After failures.. dere will always b successes waiting to surprise U!!!

Smilez :)

sad...

2006-10-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

(pictures removed for VALID REASONS=)

Exams r here... so no more SLACKING, no more LAGGING and no more CRAPPING!!!
It oso means i i'll have LESS POSTING, LESS USING OF COM, LESS WATCHING OF TV SHOWS and LESS TOKING ON PHONE =( Despite all de disadvantages of exams, i'll still put in all my effort n do my best for tis EOY!! u'r shld noe tt i always have a high expection for myself!!!
Anyways, ytd was lik children's day, n my dar was de onli 1 who wish me happy children's day. Tis is perhaps cuz she understand me most. Cuz she noe tt i'm still as childish as eva xD Though i weren't a child anymore, but ytd nite, i had a GREAT children's day gift from CCHMS!! We won de SHOWTIME FINALS!!! Yeah!! was reali reali happy. just couldn't believe both my eyes n ears. I vote twice while WAI KHEE voted 6 times leh. Tis shows tt she reali reali ought to b thanked for. =)
Just now, bout an hour ago, after i had my lunch, i went to my hse downstairs de specs shop 2 kinda ask de person dere help me adjust my specs. cuz kinda slanted.. dunno y?! anyways, at dere, i was lik trying to try my dad all de advantages of contacts, try to convinced him to get a pair 4 me. i told him it was reali reali cheap. Haiz... but my words fell on deaf ears... he just didn't react.. sianx.. a fertile hope again!! Must go study le.. might not b posting 4 days.. or mayb even weeks.. so bye!! Good luck 2 all=)

EOY exams r HERE!!!

2006-09-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

Ytd.. sth bad happened after sku. We went D&T room to complete de D&T. I n Rach both scored 34, while Amelia scored 35. With competitive mindsets, me n Rachel was willing to begged Mr.Sim 4 tt 1 mark, in order to beat Amelia. Amelia n Ven went back class !st n wait 4 us. Me n Rach was lik taking our own sweet time begging him n following him wherever he go... Abt an hour later, we then realised tt our efforts were down de drain. Haiz.. sadded, we went back class. On de stairs, i was lik thinking of lying to Ven n amelia tt we did managed to beg him for tt mark, cuz i dun wan them to feel tt they have wait for us for NOTHING. Who noes tt Amelia was quite angry as to y must i b so COMPETITIVE. she was angry cuz she was hungry n tt y must i always everything oso wan win her [eg: sit n reach]. Den suddenly down de stairs, Amelia walked damn fast n by de time we reached 1st floor, she was missing!!! It was onli bout 5 mins later den i realised she had made her way to de canal bustop lo.. n hade soon boarded de bus. Haiz.. was reali reali guilty n sorri 4 making my beloved dar angry... We ate our lunch n soon left sku. After ven alighted, a small problem occured between Me n Rach. I thought she angry me 4 wadeva reasons. But onli when i reached home den i realised tt she just dun feel lik tokin at tt time. Anyways, i still tink i kinda make her angry somehow lah...

Todae, Eng Paper 1 was ok so was de HCL Paper 1.. After sku, we took a long time b4 we decided to go Singpost to eat. We planned to had KFC as we were kind of bored of MAC. But when we reached dere, we changed our minds n went LONG John. And at LONG John, we changed our minds AGAIN n went to MAC. hahaxD.. cuz got offer mah... is lik 1 person less than 3bucks leh..=) At dere i became their NANNY again somehow... hahax. I just act lik one anyways...help them buy food, take tissue, etc etc. After eating, AS USUAL, ven was tokin to Shao on phone. We called Shao, so as to stop them from tokin. Haha.. i noe i'm an EVIL nanny. We started naming ourselves wid nicks.

MiiE.. nanny
Ven... ninny nanny
Amelia.. nanny ninny
Rach... ninny

Haha.. nanny means 'the person who look after a child' n ninny means 'de child which a nanny look after'. Bye.....

day n nite again?!

2006-09-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

Calligraphy test today was EASY PEESY (or perhaps, quite ok lar). The lessons were quite boring *yawn*. Anyways, went day n night again after sku wid de usual few + noelle n celest=) I ate a $1.40 cup noodles. haiz... nothing special lar, just alot of MSG lor... n despite noeing de amt of MSG it contains, i still drank finish de soap. haiz... next time old tt time sure got lots of sickness 1 lar, n might die early=( Nothing much happen dere besides de consuming of mee: jus had a dessert... a ice stick (xi de guo dong). N den went home early wid ven after tt. It's not cuz tt i wan leave early, nbut tt i HAVE TO!!! sadded=(

2509.2609

2006-09-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

***A surprise present 4 me!!*** ytd, me n amelia kinda 'stead'. haha... so now she's my dar n i'm her DEER. ya, deer =). cuz ven kinda wan break wid her , so as 2 concentrate more on her Shao.

Anyways, a few moments after i stepped in class. I received a shocking news. It was tt ZOE lyk ttw. OMG!!! it's lik wad de?! how could it b... Anyways, zoe sent ttw quite a few msg during de weekend. i rmb 1, it's sth lik... "I hope u wun b shocked after reading tis... i lik u... i hope u wun avoid me... still rmb tt u owe me a favour, i was thinking of u being my bf as a favour." Hahax. i was indeed quite shocked! though de msg was not 2 me. But afterall, i tink they kinda pei... haha xD
Today's was kinda fun as compared to last wk. But unfortunately, all our acting suxs =( Anyways, went day n night eat cup noodle after sku. n after tt we went singpost to help tt troublesome Rachel find de fei lun hai CD. (result: no fei lun hai CD spotted!!). Den leh.. my dar went Popular to look for marker. Wah!! she took a LONG time lor... cuz she just cant find a marker which none of us have n which is de colour she lik. After tt, we went home taking MRT. too bad me n dar go diff. direction=( spotted de CD at toa payoh's CD rama. haiz... den lik tt lor....

Sadded yawn

2006-09-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

Felt sad 4 teachers cuz no matter how interesting their lessons are todae, i still cant pay attention. Cuz ytd nite slp late. (all thx 2 yisheng). Ytd, she asked us stay back till lik so freaking late lah, bout 6.35 lik tt leh. Reached home bout 8.15 den bathe n ate dinner at bout 8.45?! After tt still must help her print so dunno wadeva things (not impoprtant de lor), she even asked us to do bookmark which she todae oso nvr ask from us. It's lyk..WAD DE!!! Lucky i smart den din do alot... Hahax. Den slp at bout 11 ytd, woke up at 6 todae [slp 4 onli 7hrs]. Den tis morning damn sleepy lah. Somemore todae got science test n i din learn. Lucky abt half of de questions r on CLASSIFICATION, if nt i sure die le. Haha=) anyways, after went mac eat. At dere, we saw yifan,' jeral-mire'[a prefect from MD]. We go suan him lah. Wa-lao eh... he got de whole level's HAIRIEST leg lah. Den he say he got stead somemore. It's lik wad de?! i wonder if his stead is blind or wad?! Anyways, he reali got suan by us till...haiz... POOR THING!!! Haha=) i left early cuz Rach n Amelia was lik havin their own conversation, but anyway, i oso have to go home cuz my mum's nagging. Tonite must slp early le cuz ytd nite nt enuff slp den must 'bu hui'. Byeeee...

20.1 wed

2006-09-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

As compared 2 ytd, lots of things happened todae. During recess, we wan stay back do trampoline, so we ask Tohwei if his clan can stay back to help us ‘protect’. Wa-lao… he just ignored us lor. So during recess, we went round telling his clan members tt they chose wrong leader. It was onli den tt A.c. told us their leader is SELF-APPOINTED de. At tt veri moment, I reali pity de whole clan. Anyways, after recess [back in class], me n Amelia wrote on de board tt ‘ttw suxs’. We just write n write, while he erased n erased… hahax. Somemore, I go suan him say ‘U todae duty arh? Y keep erasing de board?’. Amelia use marker n drew on him leh. Den he damn angry lah…He went 2 straggle Amlelia n bang her head a few times on de board… it’s lik WAD DE!!!! Den after a few moments, he was lik damn close to Amelia [as in physically]. Amelia was lik trying to act serious, act fierce… but suddenly, she jus cant control herself n LaughOutLoud…[LOL]. All her saliva was lik on Tohwei’s face. Tis made him even more angry. Thus, we were lik spitting saliva at one another. Suddenly, Tohwei became veri guo fen lor… he ‘collected’ a whole mouthful of saliva in his mouth n spit it all out at us!! His aiming was lik so damn lousy, so his saliva was lik on my neck n Amelia’s face!!! I totally DISGUSTED!!! Amelia was lik cant stand it, thus she shouted “FUCK YOU” veri damn loud!!!! Afterwards, we head 4 de toilet n clean ourselves. Amelia cried lor, all cuz of tt STUPID ttw. Too bad we cant complain cuz we’r partially at fault too. Anyways, tis whole incident just spoil my day's mood. Hence, i oso got no mood 2 continue writing on de fun things which happened after sku... byeee!!!!!

todae MEANS todae

2006-09-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

Phew, finally de pix's gone... anyways, not much things happen todae lah. Perhaps, de most important event is tt i got my COOKIE le... hahax (it was yummy). but, drama lesson we got scolded 4 not being responsible. Mr Jow's expectation of us was lyk SO HIGH. [de HIGHER his expectations, de MORE disappointed he'll b] Anyways, just hope tt tmr everyone's mood is BETA n tt de lessons wun b as SIANzz !!! -.-

y cReAtE an0tHeR bLog ?!

2006-09-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

Ermm..created tis blog probably cuz of u guys [u shld noe who u'r] asked me 2 hav 1... LOL-.-"
Anyways, hope u guys can come tag wheneva ur free... Pls dun blame me if my blog's lagged xD
Dun blamed me 4 de pix cuz is my cousin who put it in de. Sry, i veh lagged at creating blog... so i reali reali dunno how 2 put de pix away. At most next time u'r view my blog dun see tt page can le..SRY=] and... dun blame me 4 de little links available here... reali sry..=]]] I'M SORRY guys..2 show tt u 4give me, just TAG!!!!